my simple life

Antologi Rasa

2012-01-10T12:31:00.002+08:00

I used to think ya, namanya temen ya temen aja sik. Tapi gue jilat ludah gue sendiri waktu pertama kali macarin temen baek gue sendiri. which is kayaknya pas gue kuliah semester 3 kayaknya. *see ? udah lupa jugak* sempet denial, tapi toh yaudah kan jalanin aja. hehehe..

sampe sekarang pun, udah berapa kali itu kejadian, dan yaudah akhirnya gue bisa bilang kalo masih ada yang bilang temenan doang sama temennya yang cowok, bullsyit kalo beneran pure temenan.

There's one point. one minute. or even one second, when you see that guy isn't your bestfriend. you see him as a guy. mau ditindaklanjuti ke detik selanjutnya, terserah anda. :p

Nah, kemaren.. pas lagi nyunyu, baru inget gue beli buku si Antologi Rasa ini. Sekalian bebongkar, dan inget punya Perahu Kertas juga. Ceritanya ? Basically kan temen jadi demen. eheheeeee...

Bacanya sambil di luar lagi ujan, denger lagu Lucky si Mraz yang berbagai versi, dari versi Kpop ampe versi Bossa, pake speaker baru *iye, ini penting! gue abis beli speaker!*, dan yesssss.. halohhhhhhhhhhh sapa nggak mellow. Trus di newsfeed facebook muncul link Yiruma, sambil nginget2 diskusian masalah percinta2an si Jacob dan si Edward, at that rate yesterday, I could make the thousands of burung bangau just for another meal and another long conversation with the guy from 2 years ago.

*ahem*

Jadi, ini buku nyeritain dari sisi 4 orang, nangis - ketawa - nangis - ngakak - ketawa lagi. I enjoy this book, every line, every quote, every word. Walaupun rasanya baca sambil hati gue diacak2.. Tapi ada yang ngetweet gue kemaren, katanya "luka nggak boleh dimanja, mbak, sering digaremin lama - lama mati rasa".. So yea, I finished the books in 3 hours. Bye, beauty sleep ! :p

Sampai pas di lembar terakhir buku, gue bisa bilang all of us have their own Harris and Ruly, and even Panji.

I have my own Harris, Ruly, and Panji.

Harris, si bestfriend, si temen gila, si orang yang udah gue tau brengsyeknya tapi by the time, he's still the bestfriend.

Ruly, si kasih tak sampai, si perfect person, si orang yang nggak tau gimana caranya bisa amazed me in everyway, si orang yang oh-we're-super-different-but-we-click-anyway, si satu diantara sejuta orang, si sabar, si pengertian, si tong sampah....

Panji, si lelaki panggilan. LMAO ! :p

We have our own Harris, Ruly, and Panji. I repeat ! hahahahahh

Ini buku ngacak2 hati gue, setelah baca beberapa novel yang rasanya pengen gue banting karena nggak gue banget padahal gue lagi butuh bacaan bagus. Alurnya cepet, yang nggak penting diskip, dan kadang capek bacanya karena alurnya cepet.

Seoul, I'm in love. [Part 4]

2012-01-07T18:22:00.002+08:00

Yay ! the last part !! :D

iye tau, udah basi. hahahaha.. gue uda keburu liburan lagi ke Hongkong, will post that on the next post ya.. :)

the last 3 days di Seoul, Shopping sama visit om Bae Yong Jun di Nami. :)

Shopping... well, SMUA BARANG LUCUK ASLIK ! *ampe sekarang masih high*

mulai dari stationeries, ampe tas, ampe celemek, etc dsb. hahahaha.. :p

Mulai dari Myeongdong, Dongdaemun, Hongdae... wuoh, semua tempat shopping dan setiap lima langkah ada toko kosmetik. Saya nyari toko sepatu ampe prustasi. Sekalinya nemu toko sepatu, gue pengen yang nyentrikan dikit kaga ada. Semua modelnya rapi, anak baikbaik.. :)

How long we went for shopping ?

Let say... 12 hours PLUS. secara ye itu toko bukanya dari jam 11an tutupnya pun

subuh. heuhehehe.. temen gue ampe beli koper lagi, plus di sana lagi mau autumn, so.. barang2 summer ya dideskon sajahhhhhhhh begitohhhhhhhhh...

Barang di sana nggak murah, tapi gue bilang ada harga ada barang. Dibandingin di Hongkong, which is supercheap, di Seoul nggak murah. Even di market model Doota, Migliore. Mahal ! Saingan deh sama yang international brand. Tapi di sana entah gue yang jarang liat, tapi emang rasaan jarang juga sih yaaa brand international. Kanan kiri depan belakang made in korea tuh. Jaitannya rapi, bahannya bagus. I'm happy. lalalalalala~

About Nami Island, yang nonton winter sonata pasti hepi kali ya. hehehehe.. Gue enggak nonton soalnya. Di sana sih gak ngapa2in yah.. Jalan, ngopi, liat pemandangan, poto ama b

ronze statuenya Bae Yong Jun, keliling pulau..

The government kayaknya bikin itu pulau jadi semacem peninggalan sejarah gitu deh. Ada pameran art2 gitu. Gue mah demen2 aja yak even gue gak nonton Winter Sonata. hehehehe..

Ke sana kayaknya butuh sekitar 3-4 jam naek bus, trus nyebrang sekitar 10 menitan pake ferry. Balik dari sono ke Sukira lagi gue, nongkrongin the boys. :) tapi cuma liat mereka jalan dari tempat parkir trus masuk ke ruangan aja, gak lama kita tinggalin aja. Since that's the last night in Seoul, we went to Handel and Gretel buat ngopi2.. :)

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Overall, it's a nice trip for me. :)

Overall, me want another Ktrip in 2012.

2011

2012-01-07T18:13:00.002+08:00

my traveling year.

my kpop year.

my concert year.

holiday year.

pretty much describing my 2011. ;)

sniffing goodbyes to 2011, now welcoming you 2012.

the resolution

new job

live healthily

the wishlist

white christmas

;)

Seoul, I'm in love. [Part 3]

2011-12-04T20:16:00.006+08:00

It's everland time !! :D

tadinya mau ngasih how to gimana ke sini, tapi saya... lupa. :p

Pokonya naek bus dari Gangnam, tapi lupa nomer berapa. heuhehehe.. *disambit guci kimchi*

Di sana ngapain ya gue... Main, poto2, keliling2, makan, makan, dan makan. kekekekekeke.. :p

Dari pagi deh, soalnya ini Everland gedeeeeeeeeeeeeee banget. huehuehue. :D

Kalo sempet maen ke yang diiklanin sama 2PM deh, tempat maen aer itu... duh gue lupa namanya, kemaren sih berhubung dari awal ga niat berbasah2an, jadi ga ke

sono juga. hueheeu.. :p

Above itu fotonya swamiku. beheheheheheheeeeee.....

Balik dari Everland kita makan di Yeolbong yang Gangnam branch. Nothing special sih, enakan ayam yang gue makan di Gangnam sebelomnya. hehehe.. :p

Besokannya kita maen di Hongdae dari pagi, temen gue pengen ngupi di Coffee Prince, jadi kita ke sono ! ahahhaa. Ini tempat agak2 susah dicarinya, jadi better nanya deh. Soalnya kalo ngikutin yang di guidebook, jalannya jauh bener ! mendingan nanya orang, tempatnya banyak dicari soalnya, so most likely orang daerah situ tau deh.. :)

Kelar dari situ kita keliling Hongdae, bok yaaaaaaaaaa kalo pagi banyak yang tutup ! Mending kelilingnya sorean deh, jam 3-4an gitu udah banyak yang buka. Kalo pagi beneran kaya mati gitu. hahahah.. :p

Akhirnya kita mampir di Trick Eye Museum. :)

Let the pics say everything about this Museum.. :p

Balik dari keliling Hongdae kita ke.... Hangang river !!

Not much, since we're here only for the stop before off to Sukira.. hehehehhe... :)

Taking some pics, jajan-jajan, jalan-jalan, trus caooooo ke KBS Building. My boys radiooooooooo !! beeehhehehehehe.. :p

Gue dateng telat, ternyata ye sodara2... Itu KBS Building di Yeuido itu BUANYAK. Mampus deh. Pake nyasar, pake naek taksi dan masih nyasar, tapi pokona kudu ketemu itu KBS building yang ada Sukiranya. Demi ngeliat lagi si pacar. :) *taelah*

Nyampe sono telat ye booooo, dan itu orang uda RAMWEEE banget. bihihihik. Bocoran said, kalo stand by di sini dari sore aja, jadi dapet seat. Biasanya sih pada cup-cup tempat gitu, trus tinggalin tas, trus nungguin di lobby KBS nungguin the DJs lewat dari tempat parkir mau ke tempat siaran. :) abis mereka lewat, langsung pada ngibrit ke depan kaca nontonin mereka. :)

Random thoughts.

2011-11-27T01:16:00.002+08:00

With new routes of Air Asia coming soon, maybe, hopefully, I expect a looooooooooooo~t more traveling next year.

Plan to visit South Korea again, maybe next year. Ah yeaaa, the recap of the Seoul trip haven't done yet. I know. I know. My bad. Try to update about that soon. Pinky promise!

What's new ? hmmm..

New room ! I moved to my friend's house since my last rental is finished already. so yea, in the new room now. I moved in last month tho. hahaha.. :p Anyway, Now I have my own flat screen tv in my room, and now I connect my laptop to my TV. yea, my entertainment corner. hihiiy !
New phones ! why phones ? bought blackberry last October, and just change my 3Gs to 4S. love it. Anyway, her name is Siro. haha :p
Cancelled the Bangkok trip for this year, the flood is better now but we're not taking any risk since it will be my lil sist holiday before her UAN next year. So we're heading to... Hongkong again ! ahaha.. We went there for family holiday last July, I only manage to come for 4 days only, even now they'll stay 2 days longer. Oh well, the beauty of working. *sigh*
Super Show 4 is coming next Feb 2012, then Mnet Asian Awards 2011 also come to Singapore next week. Well, a lot of concert yes ? Prepare, wallet. ahahah..
Went to Westlife concert last month. Daym, my childhood favorite ! It's used to be a dream when I was a child to see them singing live. Now, done. Am happy. Only left backstreet boys to make it perfect tho. hehehe

Not much. Not much.

Life is being so serious lately tho. Deep thoughts here and there.

Find a new dream.

2011-11-27T01:09:00.000+08:00

Rapunzel: I've been looking out of a window for eighteen years, dreaming about what I might feel like when those lights rise in the sky. What if it's not everything I dreamed it would be?

Flynn Rider: It will be.

Rapunzel: And what if it is? What do I do then?

Flynn Rider: Well,that's the good part I guess. You get to go find a new dream.

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Love the quote. :)

Seoul, I'm in love. [Part 2]

2011-10-31T00:01:00.007+08:00

Umm.. I knowwwww, I'm sooooo last month. hahaha..

So, life's been busy with works, moving out, and exam ! yep, exam. I'm taking CPA Australia now, still foundation level, still 1st subject which is Business Law, and daaaaym my head ! haha..

Sampai mana kita kemaren cerita ? oh, N Tower izziiittt ? :D

Tiap inget Ntower, gue inget nanjaknya ! Puahahaha, well, banyak lho guesth ouse di daerah Namsan tower situ, the minus thingnya cuma jalannya nanjak gak santeeeee banget deh ! hahah.. :)

So, keluar dari subway station, then as a nice tourist, we following the guidebook ! together with the other tourists, and DAMN THE ROAD TO THE N-TOWER ISN'T EASY AT ALL ! *phew*

Jalan nanjak, dan tolong dibayangkan saya abis dari Gyeongbokgung Palace yang luasnya mampus, keliling Hanok village, turun naek tangga subway station, dan mannnnnnnnnn... those jalan nanjak isn't helping our feet at all. But it's quite an experience, you knooo...

Sampe di cable car, what's on our mind ? Damn, those ladies with high heels, with no sweat at all and still superb perfect makeup, how can you still pretty like that after climb those roaddddd ?!!

Kita ? peluh segede2 jagong, capek, ngos2an. You know what's their secret ? Ternyata ya di pinggir cable car itu ada lift buat motong jalan nan nanjak itu. *krikrikrik....* Pantesan kagak pake keringetan !!! *esmosi*

So, sampe di cable car pun perjalanan acara tanjak menanjak ini belom berakhir, beloooom !! keluar dari cable car, masi ada acara menaiki tangga, yang even cuma dikit, tapi nyiksa nek ! :D

*ngos2an*

Sampe di atas, pas lagi ada korean folk dance or something gitu, trus kita lanjut beli tiket buat ke teddy bear museum, masang gembok, dinner, dan balik ke hotel. :D

Do you know the korean couple tradition ? locking their 'heart' in N-tower ? :) Basically si cuma 2 gembok gitu, then ditautin jadi satu, trus dipasang di Ntower gitu. Banyakkkkkkkkk banget gembok2 di sana, proof of love, or I say it's a commitment. :)

Di Seoul rasanya semua orang berpasang2an..... *irisnadi* dan di sini itu one of the hotspot buat pacaran di Korea. hihihi.. :) the other hotspot itu di pinggir Hangang river or anywhere everywhere lah. Semua orang rasanya sweet2 bener.. *sirik* hehehehe

Next day !! Rencana awal di itinerary itu kita ke Nami Island padahal, tapi apa daya kaki rasanya mau patah, kita main ke Insadong, skalian beli tiket buat ke Nami. :)

Untung beli tiket dulu, soalnya ternyata ke sono ampir fully book shuttlenya. Untung banget masih dapet tiket sebelom kita balik ke Spore.. :)

Di Insadong kita jalan2 aja, di sono gue bilang art2 gitu deh. Tradisional Art gitu. Seneng aja sih gue liat2, pas di sana dapet kipas korea buat Oma gue. heuhehehe.. :D trus digambar karikatur gitu gue... :D

Nonton Seoul Song kan ? Ini Ssamziegil, one of the shooting place di mv itu. :)

2nd day kaga banyak jalan2 kita, maklum, kakinya shock.. hahahaha..

Malemnya maen ke Gangnam, makan di Gangnam situ deh. trus shopping a bit, ngicip2 street food a bit, ngopi2 a bit... hehehee.. Nyantai banget pokoknya hari ke 2. :)

Yang ngefans sama Se7en, bole tuh cobain makan di restorannya dia, Yeolbong. Gue makan di sini pas abis dari Everland, ada sih cabangnya kok di Hongdae juga.. How-to nya bisa refer ke sini yak.. :) It's easy to find, but this is not my fave food in Seoul tho, too spicy for me. Or maybe we ordered the wrong food. heheh.. :)

Seoul, I'm in love. [Part 1]

2011-09-11T11:37:00.007+08:00

Setelah nungguin 9 bulan dari beli tiket ampe berangkat, akhirnya gue berangkat juga ke South Korea kemaren tgl 1 Sept 2011. Sempet kebatkebit gara2 earthquake di Jepang early this year, tapi yeaaaaa akhirnya berangkat juga !!

Pesen kamar di Ann Guest House yang family room. It cost us 90,000 won/night. Not bad. This is the room.

Ada dapur dan peralatannya, pc + wifi, brekkie dapet roti, dan free laundry ! dan bersih banget, dan helpful banget Ann-nya. I left my Kpop poster there, and she agreed to send it to me. *happy* dan lokasinya asik banget, deket exit 2 Hongik University subway, nyebrang jalan udah tempat belanja, streetfood ada, di gedung sebelah ada KEB (Korean Exchange Bank) ada global atm, ratenya buat SGD sih ga beda jauh sama gue tuker di sini. Jadi ini tempat recommended abis deh buat nginep. :)

Here's the website www.ann-guesthouse.co.kr :)

Nyampe2 jam 10an malem pake Air Asia, we rushed to the immigration. Model2nya kaya airport Hongkong, kudu monorail-an dulu buat ke imigrasi. Yang pake Air Asia, better quick ya rushed baggage sama immigration, soalnya last train to the city pas nanya ke airport information itu depart 23.21, kita masih dapet train to the city kemaren.

Oh, satu lagi untungnya nginep di Hongdae, itu kelewatan airport subway ! jadi ga usah pindah line dari airport subway ke subway line laen. Dari Incheon ke Hongdae itu around 45 mins deh, pake T-money kalo ga salah 3,700 won.

Btw, turun di Hongik Uni subway aja udah nyasar aja kita. LMAO !! Lupa kudu keluar di exit berapa, dan dengan pedenya keluar di exit yang nunjukin nama jalan, dan... kita keluar entah di mana. LOL !! Nyasar itu part of the traveling kan yaaaaaa soalnya gara2 nyasar kan liat tap2an subway yang Bigbang trus gue hepi. hahahaha.. *norak*

Akhirnya menggeret koper ke jalan gede dan nanya orang, guess what.. entah dia emang ga ada kerjaan ato biar ga repot karena kita ngomongnya ayam-bebek alias ga nyambung bahasanya, dia nganterin kita jalan bok ke hotel ! Nelponin ownernya, nanyain alamat, trus nganterin kita sampe ke depan hotelnya. Duh, Seoulites, I'm in love with the city with that first impression. :)

whoever you are, thank you !

Hari pertama kita jalan ke Gyeongbokgung Palace, Namsan Hanok Village, and Seoul N Tower.

Gyeongbokgung palace, this palace is HUUUUUGEE ! Ada museum juga di dalem, ada cafe di keluaran exit subway, kalo mau makan, makan di sono aja dulu.. :) Kemaren sih gue makan di luar palace, korean food for sure, dan kaki limaan, dan enak banget asli ! :)

Sebenernya ini ada english tournya buat muterin Gyeongbokgung Palace, tapi kita telat ! :p Tapi don't worry, banyak tour yang ke sono juga soalnya pas kita lagi di sana, Tour Indo pun, ngupinglah kita. :p

Kelar dari Gyeongbokgung Palace, kita nyebrang ke depan buat makan, ada beberapa kok resto kecil di seberangnya palace ini, trus nyebrang lagi ke depan buat motret palace dari depan, di seberang ini ada Gwanghwamun Gate kalo gue ga salah inget. Trus dipake juga buat shoot mv Seoul Song bagian Sunny ama Shindong, ituuu yang ngasi balon kuning. :p

Kelar dari situ langsung ke Namsan Hanok Village, sayang jadwalnya lagi ga pas, jadi pas lagi ga ada acara apa2 di Hanok Village. Padahal kalo weekend bisa liat wedding ceremony koreans, jadi ke sana cuma buat foto2 sama Hanbok, muter2in hanok villagenya, ada tea ceremony juga sih, tapi kita skip, mau ke N Tower soalnya. buat ngejerin sunset sama sore2an di sono.

Indonesian

2011-08-25T00:03:00.002+08:00

Tadi siang bengong di rumah, yep. hari ini ngga ngantor lagi. the massive headache is killing me. for real.

Feels like there's someone banging my head. bam!

Anyway, got into a nice discussion with my fellow twitverse in my timeline. Her maid need to make the Kartu Tanda Keterangan Luar Negeri. the thing is, well.. yaaaaa tau lah yah, Indonesia. :) urusan imigrasi ama tax thingy selalu jadi masalah, no ? :) *bright smile*

somehow, somehow ya.. maunya sih positive thinking gitu lho sama negara sendiri. tapi kok ya gimana yaaaaaaaaaa.... bawaannya negative mulu gitu. hehehe..

once my colleague pernah nanya ama gue pas liat di paspor gue ada arrival ama departure card dari Indo. they said, "Huh ? You still need to fill in the form ? it's your own country !"

Sad. no ?

Gue, yang statusnya 'cuma' PR di sini, malah lebih gampang bolakbalik kluar masuk erpot sini daripada balik Indo. Seriusan. Di sini gue mau berangkat tinggal tap paspor gue. Balik juga mau keluar tinggal tap paspor doang. Perlu isi ini itu ga ? nggak. Tap paspor doang. Kelar. Kalo gue gamau tap paspor dan ngantri di imigrasi juga ga pernah lama. PR jadi satu line sama Singaporean. Kalo ga salah lebih banyak malah linenya daripada visitor, ketolong sama automated clearance juga.

Pas balik Indo ? Line imigrasi dikit. Ngantri parah banget. Apa linenya lebih banyak daripada line visitor ? nggak. sama malah. kesel ga ? Negara gue sendiri lho.

Belom lagi parnonya kalo masalah tax gitu, ada kan yang tax apa deh itu buat bawa barang balik Indo dibatesin cuma berapa ratus dollar doang per person. Tapi itu juga diceknya random kan ?

Apalagi ini ada KTKLN. itu apa lagi deh ? gue sih baca aturannya kayanya merujuk ke blue collar yah, bukan ke tenaga kerja profesional. Lagian ye kalo udah PR mana ada sih gue visa kerja ?

in a relationship

2011-08-13T21:48:00.002+08:00

What are you doing with your love ones when you're in a long distance relationship ?

ahahaha, nope. I'm not in a relationship, yet.

on-off with this guy, but well, we enjoying this. then again, I'm not in the point to be in a relationship yet.

just suddenly I browse thru the youtube, and listen to the cover song. and suddenly remember me and my ex like to do this while chatting. Basically we chat, and we're browsing thru the youtube. or his status show what music he listen too, and we will listen to the same song. In my case, he won't care, since I only listen to kpop song after I know SJ, and he didn't like nor understand what's so big about kpop thing. *slap!* :p

Being in a long distance relationship is harder. It's you can't meet everyday *that's too much* or every weekend. and sometimes you can't smell something is wrong by chat. For me at least, I don't like talking on the phone, time consuming. Except the time I already want to sleep. Sometimes my momdad will call me around that time, I won't mind.

You can't share the story, at first can lah, but there's some point that the respond is only "oh.. ", "hahaha", "then... ?" because the other party didn't understand at all and you found that it's better to talk to someone who's near and clearly understand what situation you're in.

Somehow, a long distance can be boringgg ! seriously. hahahaha.. :p

I didn't plan to have another long distance relationship. But at the end, love don't care about where you are and where is he. It might be someone close, or someone far away. You never know.

Counting down for the K-Trip

2011-08-07T21:25:00.003+08:00

it's 25 days left !!

Whoah. time flies ! :) rasaan dulu beli tiket masih taon 2010, November pula. Masih lamaaaaaa banget rasanya. Sekarang udah tinggal 25 hari lagi ajaaa..

Visa udah, itinerary udah, sisanya tinggal kelarin outstanding kerjaan

gue aja di kantor, jadi bisa liburan dengan tenang. :) another 25 days until the day is gonna be hell-ish. Kerjaan kantor masih belom kelarrrr~ TIDAKK !! *jambak rambut*

I wish I can see you again, white fur.. :)

bubbles

2011-07-24T17:17:00.002+08:00

Do you have your own bubble ?

Bubble in my own terms is the place that only you and your favorite things exist. Only you and them. No parents allowed, and for sure no your love of your life allowed. :p

I need to be in my own bubbles once in a while. When I'm to tired to face the world. Because the world sometimes is too cruel. hehe.. Reality bites, and I hate the ugly truths. so, well.. I need to be in the bubbles just because sometimes it's so nice to be alone.

You can call it me time, but I have my own me time. it's when I'm alone, but still can be disturbed. When I'm in the bubbles, no one can disturb me, I'll be so quiet. I lost interest to talk to people. I lost interest to meet people. When I need a break, it's time to make my bubbles and get in there.

Kadang takut kelamaan di dalem bubbles, takut bakal jadi anti social. hehehehe.. I need it anyway, just to take a break from this world yang rasanya makin lama makin aneh aja. Everytime I know myself mulai masuk ke dalem bubbles, I always told myself, jangan kelamaan di dalem sana. Don't be too comfy.

So, do you have your own bubbles ?

I survived Korean Music Wave 2011 concert

2011-07-17T01:31:00.002+08:00

yay !!

pics courtesy of @diahlestari

My ring storage box.

2011-05-15T18:41:00.004+08:00

berhubung kepepet, bolakbalik cincin gue ada yang rusak lah, patah lah, kecelakaan deh pokoknya, akhirnya gue milih nyari ring storage box buat nyimpen cincin - cincin gue.

masalahnya, nyari box yang gue pengen pun itu susah. entah emang

gue males nyari juga kali ye, nyari di internet pun di singapoh nggak ada yang jual online. ada sih, tapi minimal beli seribu biji. menurut looo ? xD

browsing sana sini, akhirnya nemu ini

basically sih gue ngikutin caranya dia ya.

beda bahan doang. heheheh..

yang gue semua bahan gue beli di daiso. total kerusakan + hiasan, kira2 $10 dollar aja. murah ! malah sebenernya kalo nggak mau dihias2 lagi, alatnya cuma perlu gunting, penggaris, ama pulpen. gak perlu lem dll.

yang wajib punya cuma box, felt ama kaen pelapis abis felt aja. :) yang laennya sih gue cuma buat hiasin luarnya aja.

di tutorialnya itu dia pake fleece, tapi berhubung gue ngga nemu fleece murah, gue nemu felt, bisa2 aja kok.

yang agak2 ribet waktu nyesep2in kaen item buat lapisinnya itu, bikin agak2 gak rapih. tapi di beberapa tutorial gue liat ada yang cuma pake felt aja ga dilapis lagi juga oke kok. tapi imo lebih keliatan nggak rapihnya. heheh.. hasil akhirnya lebih bagus kalo pake selipin kaen lagi. :)

boxnya lucu yaaaa ? kayak box perhiasan putri manchu gitu. huehehe. itu sebenernya bekas obat gue. mumpung nganggur bisa gue bikin ginian. kepake juga. daripada kudu beli box lagi. hihihi..

saran gue, jangan pake box yang panjangnya terlalu panjang. iya sih bisa muat cincin lebih banyak, tapi meleyotnya kalo kepanjangan jadi keliatan banget. :)

trus berapa kali lipetannya kudu diitung, jadi nanti tebel antar glondongannya sama, rapih deh jadinya. :)

Shopping allowance.

2011-04-29T00:26:00.002+08:00

Abis pindah ke sini, diprotes malah lho ama adek gue, katanya "cici jadi jarang belanja!"

LOL.

she's such a cutie. really.

oh well, gue sih pake apa yang masih bisa dipake yak... wong masi bagus, ya pake ajalah gitu. toh ngantor ya begitu2 doang orangnya. heheu.. dress-up dikit, aku disangka punya pacar baru. dress-up dikit, aku disangka janjian ama mantan pacar. ahahahaa. siyaul.

trus nyokap tadi mendadak ngeym gue, beli baju sana, gesek cc papap.

WOOYAY !

bungkus apakah aku ?

bungkus celana satu di zara, ama di mango juga dapet satu. eh, lucky loh tumben dapet yang ga perlu pake dialter lagi. aku kan kontet. hiahahaha.. aku kontet dan gendut belakangan. hiks.

tadinya naksir satu lagi di mango, tapi aku kudu pake size 4. gamau. sakit ati. cih.

gengsi tinggi. hahahahahaha

Strangers, again

2011-04-24T19:00:00.000+08:00

just finish watch this short movie.

Make me give a second thought abt my last relationship. oh wait, maybe it's a hundredddthh thoughts about that one. hehe..

It's been a year.

Last year, around this time me and my last boyfie broke up. end up just like that, to be honest at that time, I don't know whether I'm too tired to respond him, or maybe I'm too tired trying, or maybe I realised that we're really only meant to be a good friend, I just said okay.

Without hesitation, without any argument.

errrr.. my argument only, "I thought we're just fine."

I'm tired trying really, at that time.

And this video make me thinking, what if at that time, I argued ? if I said No ?

Silly, I know. But sometimes I do jealous to couple who fight. hehehe..

At least you know what's on other half mind.

Am I okay now ? I'm doing good. really.

We back to be a good friend for each other, even our workload most of times avoid us to meet frequently.

Sometimes I miss him as my boyfie. not as my bestfriend, really. Sometimes I can't help it, what if one day he's in a relationship with other girl ? hehe. Will I lost my place to share story again ?

I lost my bestfriend once, time difference sucks BIG time, and since he's now in a relationship and everything, well.. he's a good example for 24/7 boyfriend. ehehe..

Now we're only stranger. Friend. not bestfriend. He used to be my place to share everything, from just a silly thought, or a deep one. He talk to me like he talk with his fellow guy friend. I talked to him with no filter. ahh.. old times. :)

a girl can't have too many presents right ? :)

2011-04-18T21:25:00.007+08:00

Happy birthday to me !! :)

I spent my birthday eve at.. office. I know, I know, it's so DOH !! hahaha

but with all the deadlines and everything, I can't help it. :(

Lucky, everything is okay now. hohoho.. I still have manymany deadlines, but everything manageable. and the best thing is, I got mannyyy presents in my 2dozen birthday !! hahahah..

tell you what.

life's good. xD

24th birthday wishlist.

2011-03-20T22:22:00.003+08:00

as usual, another birthday. another wishlist.

heuehhehehe.. am so happyyyy everytime I make birthday wishlist. well, for me it makes everything easier for both giver and the receiver. I'm simple tho. :)

so, here's my birthday wishlist. :)
updated.

grey oxford shoes, bershka.
I'm size 37 ! ask me for the pic, since I can't find it in their website. oh, or check it on my instagram, posted there before. :p
I'm a sucker for an oxford shoes, well, so bear with it. LOLs!

Double breasted cardigan, Zara.
in beige. :D

OPI You don't know Jacques, Sephora.
Chanel dupe I think ? saw it many times before, and always fall in love with this color. Arlin told me she will buy me this one for my birthday, yay !

OPI Shrek Forever After - Who the Shrek are you, Sephora.
Haven't check to Sephora Singapore again, so I don't know whether they still have this colour in stock or not. hehehe..

Tobago Fuschia from Flatsforjade.com
Found the website from blogwalking to fashionesedaily, fall in love with it directly !
Lidya bought this for me alreadyy ! Thanks, darl ! :)
ps : not counted as plus one in my shoesdiet, it's a gift anyway. :p

NARS Orgasm / Super Orgasm. Sephora.
Too bad I can't find it here in Singapore. :( but hey, it's a wishlist. hahah
updated.1 :
GOT IT. it's my birthday present for myself. haha! suddenly my friend msg me in twitter, said that one of her colleague will fly back to Spore, so I said I want this. hihihi..

any bangles/necklace, Accesorize.
Told ya, I'm cheap. heheheh.

Swatch Ecrubelle, Swatch.
$69 if am not wrong. My black suit need his pair. Ecrubelle seems nice. My sist give me the black suit and yeah if am not wrong it's around $69.

and probably I'll change my netbook to another netbook, still think about it. but I'm eyeing this.

Asus Eeepc 1201N
Another netbook. I'm not a bigfans of laptop anymore since I rarely used it, only for youtube nad watching movie thingy.
My sister had it at home, and it only cost me IDR 3.5, not bad.
update.1:
Momdad's birthday present for meeeee ! yay !
<3333 you muchh.. :)

hmm, I think that's all.
I think. update later!

ngelzz, as per 31 March 2011.

geez.

2011-03-13T13:53:00.002+08:00

mom just texted me this morning that one of her friend looking for a place to stay for one night but can't find it so she offered my place.

really mom, I won't care if there's another room available in this house, she can sleep there. but the problem is, she'll sleep in my room, it's me who need to take out the extra bed from the storage room, queen size. it's me who need to laundry the sheet after she stay here. me. and I don't like doing laundry. plus, she'll hold my key which is I need to wait for someone to arrive at home to go home. not to forget that it's on saturday. the day that I want to sleep late and wake up late in the sunday afternoon.

geez!
for God sake ya.
if I'm not wrong the ibis bencoleen will cost her $100 plus, since it's low season. and, if you rent a room in the apt in the city, it will cost her also a hundred plus. why bugging me ?
just go to a hotel lah. I will tolerate if she's one of my family member, and traveling together with more than 2 ppl. but she'll traveling only 2 ppl, and she said can't find an apt to rent. JUST GO BOOK HOTEL !!!

geez. I'm pissed off.

No, I don't care if she's my mom besties, I never meet her before. and I don't like stay with stranger.

How's your Valentine's day ?

2011-02-21T00:06:00.002+08:00

I still have a bad relationship with Valentine's day. hihihihi..

24 y.o, was in a relationship for more than 5 times, but I never celebrate my Valentine's day with my boyfie. Even worse, the last time is the same day with Chinese New Year and for me and my prev boyfie, family comes first. :)

Once I received a Valentine's gift from someone, and until now I don't know who he is ! ahahha.. :) eh.. wait, as long as I remember, one of my college boyfie nembak gue pas Valentine deh. Seinget gue yah.. huehehe. but it didn't last long. hehee..

Plus, gue geli ama sweetpink ! hahaha. am not a girlyfrilly girl, so sweetpink really makes me want to puke. :P and I don't like roses, sunflower better, it's big, it's bright, it's yellow ! hihihii..
or even better, just take me to have a shoeshopping for Valentine's day. :P

just a random thought. :P
oh anyway, it's 6 mos to go to my trip to Korea. and just knew that the temp will be around 15-20C ! my friends said it's cold. okay, so it's time for coats and layered outfit, which I LOVE ! :)

Nights to remember

2011-02-07T23:24:00.004+08:00

Super Show 3 in Singapore.

29-30 January 2011.

I enjoyed every seconds of it. I treasured every moment in my mind. The boys was awesome !

I watched twice with my besties. We consider this as celebration for our promotion and increment. hahaha. :)

THE BOYS WAS AWESOME.

If I may say, first night was awesome and 2nd night was super awesome. *big grin*

Pertama kali liat mereka live, dan deket banget gilak, gue speechless. Mereka exactly mirip plek sama yang gue liat di dvd, ama yang gue liat di youtube, ama yang gue liat di mv. Am I screaming like crazy ? HELL yeah. We lost our control since the lights out.. But most of time, I just.. speechless.

Really. the feeling is just like you see them in a SUPERBIGscreen and they actually can come out from the screen and shake your hand. It's not that I lost my interest in them. But, see them live.. kalo gue bilang rasanya kaya liat temen lama trus mereka baik-baik aja dan kita lega. *fiuh~*
gitu. hehehe..

I'm just an ordinary elf that love them like crazy. But it feels like I met an old friend for coffeetime when I saw them. Their attitude, their appearance.. it's just the same with them in the media and real life. hahaha..

Teukkie is the best leader. He come to every corner, waving to us, made eye contact as much as possible, wave, and give us deep bows. He's awesome leader.. Just now I watched Strong Heart with him in it and Heechul as a guest, yep, I cried. :)

Siwon, I'm pretty sure he's not human. Hot body, nice abs, kind eyes, open personality, nice voice, love God. Is he for real ? or just a hologram ? hehehe.. :)

Donghae, Shy shy type of guy. Smile shyly, wave shyly, but can be gorgeous at the same time.

Kyu.. Well, blame him if I change my bias to him. 2 days in a row, he's so close to our seat. He's that close. his voice is awesome. I want him to sing me a lullaby ! hehehehe.. He smile like a lost child. I joked with my friend, I said maybe in Kyu's thought is like this, " OMG what's these girls doing ? maybe if I smile they'll scream." hahaha.. :P

Yesung, I LOVE HIM. I HEART HIS VOICE. My hand trembling when whole stadium sang It has to be you. Maybe it's adrenaline, but suddenly I can sing a long too. hahahha.. :p

and him.
Eunhyuk. My favorite person of the night. The stage that big and I just can't take my eyes of him. He's a teaser and player and show off type of guy. He know he's handsome. I wish he's mine. hahahahah.. *ignore this*this is an elf talking* :p

My favorite performance.. BONAMANA ! OMG they're awesome and at the 2nd night, the whole stadium sang it together with them ! and next is Eunhyuk and Donghae duet, I wanna Love You. then all the song. hahaha.. from A Man in Love, No Other, Sorry Sorry, U.. All of them.

Then there's SJ Orchestra. They pretend to play an instrument and then Kangin appear, at the end they blow heart shape paper to the stage. White, and touching. I believe some of us cried. :) We miss Kangin.

the dancing, the voices, the stage act, everything was perfect and awesome. and I didn't mind watch them for the 3rd or 4th times. They're awesome.

I definitely will watch next SuperShow, whenever it is.

Friday. Saturday. Sunday

2011-01-17T23:20:00.002+08:00

Where I heard that song yah ? Friday. Saturday. Sunday. boom. boom ! :p

#nowplaying 2PM - I'll be back
Yeah, I'm listening to SeoulFM. :) Go there if you want to listen to Kpop. :)

So, last saturday, I went to go to Orchard with my besties. Guess whaaaaaatt ? she'll move to Spore ! huehee.. She'll be my colleague soon, just wait for her E-pass approval. Let's wish her all the best ! :)
Am happy she'll be my colleague, but as I asked in my twitter, most of them said it's not a good thing to work in the same place with besties. Different stories if work first, then be friend later. Well, both of us hope everthing is as smooth as before even we're colleagues. :)

Just watched Hello Stranger. I gave 3 of 5 stars. hehe..
I only like the first half of the movie, then the rest is just so-so.. I don't know why most of my friend said this movie is very good. Maybe I put too high expectation ? hehehe..
For me, the storyline is too slow. I yawned many times. heheh..

And what should I say about Sunday ?
I had badmood in the afternoon but someone help me make up my day at night. Went to vivo for my Sunday coffee time & me time with books. Then we had a nice chitchat, nice dinner. hehe.. :)

I better not to put high my hope. :)

Disney's Rapunzel !

2011-01-09T22:17:00.003+08:00

I love you very much. I love you more. I love you most. - Rapunzel.

me likey ! :) Not a big fan of Rapunzel story before, my favorite is Cinderella and Beauty & the Beast.. heheheheh.. but after this, Rapunzel also my favorite ! I like her in brunette tho, with Yuna hairstyle. hehe.. :p

And yes, as usual, I cried. hahahah.. in the lantern part ! it's just so beautiful. :)

This is what I wore today. :)

random thoughts.

2011-01-08T22:19:00.003+08:00

Saturday night, 10.21 PM.
Playing in my iTunes Shania Twain - Forever and for Always.

"I'm keeping you forever and for always...."

Haish. Many things in my head. and it's only 8th day in 2011. And yes, I decided it will be a fast pace year again.

I decided to enroll for CPA Australia this year. Plan to visit their office today tho, but I can't make it. Too lazy to go out from my room. hehe... Procrastinate again. *sigh* but yeaaah, it's a good decision rite ? enroll as fast as possible. It will make my journey to move out to Aussie starts as soon as possible too. :)

No, I didn't want to move out to Aussie that badly. I didn't hate Singapore. It's just my.. umm, how to say ? mm.. it's kind of dream for me. it's like a goal of my life to move there. hehe.. :) I like it here, it's been almost 2 years I'm here and so far sooo good. Also, my fave person still stayed here.. so, yeah. :)

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Anyway, 2 besties told me last year that they're getting married in 2012 !! awesooommeeee~ am I gonna be their bridesmaid ? hihihi.. we'll see. :) oooohh, am soooo excited !! they're my bestfriend !! one is from highschool years, and other one is from uni life. congrats ladies !

and me ? hahah. momdad directly asked me to find myself boyfriend. they said, enough playing around. just make one of them your boyfriend. ugh. if only I can, mom.. If only. :) since even I'm single, but too bad someone stole my heart already. When I can let him go, I'll find myself a boyfriend slash soon to be hubby. :p no more playing around, promise. :)

ytd one of my colleague asked me who's my boyfie now. I said that I'm single. he didn't believe me, AT ALL. damn. hahahah. he asked me since when ? Directly I told him since April. Guess what he said, "YOU DIDN'T LOOK LIKE SINGLE ! how can you survive ? "
LMAO. :p

My feelings kind of out of control lately. I promised myself will let him go. but the truth is.. I can't. It's not as easy as making an instant noodle. 3 mins and ding! and what made the feelings worse is somehow, I saw that sparks again. Those sparks I thought he lost it. Didn't put high hope tho.... but it still give me butterflies. :)

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Speaking about last new year eve's celebration, mom dad visited me again, as usual, for new year. :) and we shop like craaaazzy ! hahaha..
I got some tees, dress, bag, and sandals !

love you momdad, really. Will post the stuff later. toooo lazy to take my cam. hehhehee.. :p

woh, it's a long post yaaaa ! hihhihi.. :)
I'll end this post here. Will blab again tomorrow. I need my beauty sleep. :p

Happy New Year !!

2011-01-04T21:06:00.002+08:00

Happy New Yeaaar !!!

I wish you all a happy years ahead. :)
*kiss*

What's your 2011 resolutions ? or wishlist ? I separated those two this year. ahahaha.. :)

My 2011 Resolution

Take CPA. Like it or not. :)
Drink less coffee
Back to 43 kg
1 magz per month
6 new shoes only for this year

My 2010 Wishlist

F1 Night Race Singapore
South Korea visa approval
HK for Christmas with family
iPhone 5 or 4Gs, or whatever iPhone. I need new phone. :D
Shinee in Singapore
Meet Hyukkie in person

Bali and trip back home

2010-12-31T02:38:00.003+08:00

Jadii kemaren itu awal Desember gue sempet ngabur ke Bali 4 hari 3 malem.

Seru ? BANGET ! :) One of my best holiday ever.

Met new friend, amazing one, and an old friend, share a lotssaaahh of stories, diflirting-in Russian, jalan-jalan nyasar macem orang gilak. hahahah...

Seriously, one of my best holiday ever. :)

Bangun pagi ( Iyes, gue bangun pagi pas liburan loh! ) buat brekkie, trus balik kamar, berenang, abis berenang, cari makan keluar, maen lagi, dinner, balik hotel berenang lagi, tidur. huehehe.. liburan gue ga explore Bali kok, cuma mau santai, buang duit, senang-senang, makan enak. Itinerary gue cuma makan. pagi makan ini, siang makan itu, malem makan ono. hehehehe..

Impulsive holiday, if I may say. hehehe. Wong mesen tiket juga mendadak pas liat tiketnya murah. Dan nggak kepikiran ngajakin temen gue, abis beneran gue mau liburan yang gue ga pusing kebanyakan kepala, kebanyakan kepengenan, liburan ini liburan gue ! :p dan lucky me, ketemu temen gue yang di Dubai ternyata lagi di Bali juga ! hhahaha. dan yes, itinerarynya dia juga cuma makan. How lucky I am ? :)

Happy Christmas !

2010-12-23T00:37:00.002+08:00

ah yes, will try to recap my Bali holiday soon, but first thing first !

Happy Christmas, love !

Send you warm hugs together with warm chocolate milk.
I want momdad, snow, and cadbury cherry ripe for Christmas present this year.
Also my grandma&grandpa, together with Grandma's food.

Be happy. Be Merry. Be Jolly

Love, me.

Bali, here I come

2010-12-01T18:16:00.001+08:00

I'm just 2 hours away from Bali !!

hihihi.. :p

Here I am in the boarding room. waiting for my flight. :)

oh oh ! the plane is here. got to go !

psst, the guy behind me is a cutie. :p

Holidays.

2010-11-18T23:16:00.004+08:00

9 hari kerja lagi menuju liburanku !!

SUPER EXCITED.

dan belom juga yah itu liburan Bali terlaksana, gue uda beli tiket buat ke negeri asalnya mereka loh ! :)

sama ini

mau ketemu mamah mertua. hahahahahahahahahaha.. *fangirl daydream!*

Kemaren dapet tiket buat ke sana return cuma 700an ringgit ajah. let's call this a MUREE trip. hiahahaha.. :p
bukan backpackingan, tapi budget traveling. :)

ohhh, South Korea, Seoul, Jeju Island, Kimchi, Lotte World, am coming in 10 months !!

Gila yah, setaon yang lalu mana bisa kebayang sih gue bakal kerja di sini, idup mandiri, well.. duit tiket pulang ama liburan masi gelendotin bonyok sih, tapi income uda nutupin daily expenses gue. :) am proud of myself. who knows this daddy's little girl can be independent like this ? hehehhee..

now momdad bugging me when I'll take the CPA. *sigh*
after finish the CPA, they let me move to another country. YAY ! How cool my momdad is ? :) I'm thinking Canada. but I still want to move to Syd. or Melb. :)

or BALI ~!

seenak-enaknya di negeri orang yah, negeri sendiri tempat gue lahir tetep lebih enak. Dear, Indonesia, pleaseeeee.. be a better place for all Indonesians. Saya mau tua di Indonesia, dikelilingi keluarga saya. But I can't, if you keep getting worse like this. :)

One year.

2010-10-31T23:49:00.002+08:00

One year. 365 days.

A year ago, I've had my sweetest Halloween. The memories stays. Longer than I thought. A year ago it's sweet. Now it's bitter.

Since 4 years ago, I never know when is enough is enough. How can I let you go, the one that always amazing me in everyway. But, here I am now, saying to myself that I've had enough. This is my closing.

This is it.
I let you go.
My final goodbye.
My closing.

I'm a HAPPY fangirl.

2010-10-24T13:56:00.001+08:00

I survived Singapore KPopNight 2010 !! :)))))

I was there. I WAS there. Scream my lungs out. Nyehehehee... :)

No fancam/fanvid from me, just some livetweet that I'll recap later ya.. :)

Arrived around 6.30, with the thought that all of them already in the venue so kita ga perlu ngantri lama2, yang ternyata slaah aja. Yang boleh masuk duluan itu standing pit sajah. Seat gue di cat 4, dan paling belakang. Whahahakkk... !! Beneran di paling belakang gituh. Luckily I can see the stage clearly. Even if the person in front of me stand. :)

The concert start at 8 sharp. Ada mc, ngibrilngibril, and they call the first band, FT Islanddd !!! Their song is not my fave, but since they just released their new single, 2 out of 4 song that they sang I can humm with the rest of the crowd. They sang nicely live !! At least for my hearing ya.. :))

Next is the Boss, ze:a, Infinite. Honestly, I don't know who they are, what they sang. But they sang nicely !! All of them is good! It's like listen to the record, seriusan deh! All of their song is friendly to my ear, yes, later I'll search and listen to it. :)

Time flies, I don't even know it's time for the 5th band !! It's SHInee !! Omo. *faints*

I just scream and at the same time froze when they show their vcr on stage. It's them. On stage. Only a hundreds meter from my seat. Sang. Dance. Awesomely. *faints*

First song is Replay. Noona neomu yeppoooooooo !!! *happyfangirl* Jonghyun not there, I think some of his line sang by Taemin and Key. Omg. Key !! Key is... It's like even from a far you know it's him! Ngedancenya, gerakgeriknya, you know it's him.

2nd song is ringdingdong. I fall for them all over again. I'm in the same room with them. Breath the same air. Ohmy!! Ah, there's few seconds I froze saw Onew. He sang his line. Stand there. And I just froze. His voice is awesome. And until now I can't erase that few seconds from my mind. Geez !!! Hahahahahaha.. *shameshame!*

Next is Lucifer. They sang for a few min, but for me it's just a few seconds. I froze. Thanks babies!! Noona senaaaangg !!!

The last song is Hello. My fave song !! I sing a long with the rest of the crowd. And I can't take my eyes from Key. Uhuhuhuu !! He's handsome u knoooww ! T_T

Time flies time flies. Too trembling to tweet. Hahahah. So I wasn't really pay attention to SNSD performance since I was crazy chat with my friends. Damn I see SHInee liveeeeeeee !!!

Saat gue udah kembali ke bumi dari awangawang, it's time for BigBang !! Wuooooooghhhhhh !! Not too familiar with their old song soalnya gue baru dengerin mereka juga belakangan.. :)

They on stage. The crowd is screaming like crazyyyyyyyy !!!! They're that GOOD !! Omg.

Waktu TOP buka kacamata, it's epiiiiiiiicccc !! He's HOTHOTHOT !! T_T

All of them simply pake white tees, jeans / black pants, and leather jackets. They're sexy and hot !! *fangirl bahagia*

The crowd is still screaming like crazyyyyyy !! And I'm beyond happyyy !! Ohmy !! Hahaha.
Lagu keempat, dan aku siap saying goodbye. But NO !! Mereka keluar lagi dari belakang, in total they sang 7 song. And I was there. Happy. In heaven.

My fave is haruharu ballad. Taeyang and his move is... Wuooooooowwwwww !! He's sexier live. Hahahaahaa.. :p

I survived KPopNight 2010. I'm beyond happy. My highlight from last night is SHInee and BigBang. Guys !! You made my night !!!

Next is Super Show 3. *ready to bleed*

See the BIG picture.

2010-10-23T11:51:00.001+08:00

You know, first 2 years after graduated from university, work can be such a bitch ! Hahaha. Seriously.

Saat itu lo akan berpikir kalo sekolah itu lebih enak. Well, ga juga sih. Hahaha. Less responsibility memang, but on the other hand, masa mau 'nadah' mulu ama bonyok ? Kapan mau mandiri ? Kapan mau nabung ampe gila buat traveling ?

Ada enak dan ga enaknya emang. Pas kuliah rasanya pengen cepet kerja, because assignment and exams are the bitches. Pas kerja, workload yang terlalu banyak is the bitch. :p see, have some lost some. :)

Now I think I'm in the lowest time di kerjaan. Almost a year being an auditor. Dan workload ini membunuhku. Gatau juga kalo ini efek pms whatsoever. Lack of motivation and now I feel lost. Even when I focused to my big-goal.

Hope I can solve this, soon! It's killing me.

is real love exist ?

2010-10-11T00:18:00.002+08:00

Just a random thought.
Is real love still exist ?

Those kind of love that I saw in Disney movie. Those love that I dream about it. Is it still exist in the real world ?

Dear my future hubby, whoever you are, wherever you are. I still believe that real love still exist. You will be my proof for that. Well, I'm still a little girl inside, so yes, I still believe all the love stories in the book is real. :)

Halloween is COMING !

2010-10-03T18:09:00.002+08:00

Means, if we're not broke up, we'll celebrate our first year anniv this Halloween. :(
Well, too bad we're now only bestfriends.

Apa gue jadi benci Halloween ? well.. a bit. hahahah. SEE !! this is why gue gak pengen tanggal jadian gue pas lagi ngerayain apaaaa gitu, Valentine lah, Natal lah, include Halloween. Soalnya jadi gampang diinget ! Benci.
Ya gak papa sih kalo lasted forever and ever. Lha kalo kasusnya kaya gue beginih ? hakakak..

Anyway, time will heal. well, we're besties now, so.. *ohok* we'll probably spend Halloween together this year. not as a couple, but as a bestie. Just two of us. *ohok*

Funny convo happens when I told him about Safari Night Halloween !

Me : eh, lo ke Night Safari Halloween ga ?
Him : Kannnnnnn ! Lo sih tega ! tau gue kudu nabung, lo malah ajakin gue senang-senang mulu.
Me : *bengong* lha gue kan cuma nanyaaaaaaaaaa~
Him : oiya yak. ge-er gue... :D

LOLOLOLOLOLOL !!!

Dem, pengen ke Night Safari, tapi weekend gue FULL !
Yang kosong cuma pas Halloween Nightnya doang, soalnya minggu ini kelewat sudah, minggu depan gue bakal ke Indo, minggu depannya lagi gue ke KPopNight, dan cuma nyisa pas akhir bulan aja. Which is tiketnya $50 aje. Ergh!

Nyesel nggak sih putus ama si Q ? iya.

Not a clubber.

2010-09-20T00:36:00.003+08:00

Anyone here claim yourself as a clubbers ? This one is no offense yaw, just a thought, and I have nothing against clubbers. :)

There's some time, 2-3 times, someone bugging me with this question, "Why don't you go clubbing ?"

Me ? kenapa gue ga clubbing ? Apa gue ga suka ? No. Gue ga bisa bilang ga suka karena gue ga pernah nyobain clubbing. Gimana bisa bilang ga suka kalo nyobain aja ga pernah, bener ? hehehe. I just simply said, "It's not my thing"

Kadang ditanggepin balik, "Makanya nyobain dulu njel, skali-skali"
Lha gimana ada keinginan mau nyobain, kepengen nyoba aja nggak.

Ada lagi yang pernah bilang gini, "Ga asik lo ga mau clubbing"
*mulai ngasah piso*
Asik-ga asik orang, emang diliat dari sering clubbing ato nggak ? Buat gue sih enggak. As I stated before ya, gue nothing against clubbers kok. Some of my friend also clubbers. Ya gue gak ada masalah dengan itu juga sih.
Gue ga clubbing karena emang not my thing. Mau dijejelin, mau dipaksa, ya emang ga pengen juga. Gimana ? Gue ga asik ? Ya terserah situ aja. :p

Ada lagi yang nanyanya gini ke gue, "Emang lo ga nyesel apa ga pernah clubbing ?"
Sekarang gini,
Angel's surivival book rule no 1 itu : I'll do whatever I want to do.
The 2nd rule, Life with no regret.
Clubbing, jelas not my thing. Jadi bakal nyesel gak kira-kira gue ? bwehehehehe.. :p

Sekarang kalo clubbing buat minum, mending beli aja sebotol bawa pulang ke rumah. Mao mabok ya mabok, pusing ya pusing, trus nemplok di kasur ampe pagi. :p gak pusing kan ?

Gue prefer ngabisin duit dan waktu gue buat belanja *SHOOT!* :p, beli novel, duduk yang lama nikmatin sore di Starbucks. As simple as that.

Oh anyway, Creme Brulee Machiatto-nya Starbucks JUARA !! ASLIK enak banget ituh. Sayang sekali cuma limited edition. Kata Starbucks Indo sih ampe early november doang. Oh well, just enjoy it while it's here. :p

Dan gue lagi pengen beli KEPITING buat dipiara. ahuehauehauea.. Beneran, temen gue kemaren beli ternyata, kepiting mini gitu. Jenisnya kayanya sih Gold Fiddler Crab. Kecil banget, cuma segede 2 ruas tangan aja. Eits, awas kalo ada yang mikirin soft shell crab goreng mentega, tampar nih. hahaha..
Sekarang lagi mikir, repot ga ya.. kalo ga repot, hawanya sih gue mau beli juga buat dipiara. Ihiy!

Quick Quack.

2010-09-11T11:29:00.002+08:00

I miss blogging tho, baruuuuuuu aja blogwalking barusan. Kayanya uda lama banget ga sempet blogwalking kemana. dan oh mengapa mengapa mengapa keinginan dan hasrat ngeblog munculnya mepet begini sik ?

It's 11.30 AM dan gue ada janji jam 1 PM. *nggak, bukan 2PM* :p dan berarti gue kudu jalan dari rumah jam 12, yang mana panas benjet cing ! yah sutralah. hahahaha.. a little update dulu.

Bought ! The Art of Seduction book. NGGAAAAKK ! nggak mau seduce sapa-sapa. Gue cuma penasaran mampus, gile ye.. Seduction itu kan bawaan lahir. Dan ada aja loh yang bahas satu buku setebel gaban gitu. Mana tulisan semua pulak. hahahaha.. Temen gue bilang, kalo mau pake gambar mah Kama Sutra, neng ! Siyaul. hahahah. As per hari ini gue uda abis 2 Chapter. Dan well, anjriittt gile ga heran itu Casanova cewenya banyak ajeeee.. :p

Bali is ON beybeeeeehh ! Tiket udah mesen, walopun hotel belom dapet. Dan teracuni temen gue buat liburan ke Korea next year. NABUNG mampus. matek gak lo. mana gaji bulan ini cuma beneran numpang lewat doang.. huhukkkkssss..... Aku hidup di bawah garis kemakmuran bulan ini... Lha gak belanja tapi gue makan enak mulu *baca, mahal* kamfrets. Ya sama aja cinnnn... *bleh*

I'm going to a CONCERT ! yesyesyesyes. KPopNight 23 Oct 2010. Errr.. belom dapet tiketnya sih, tapi semoga dapet deh yeahh.. Nanti senen hosmet yang beli. bwahahahaaa.. :p Siap-siap nyoret satu lagi Things to do before 30 gue deh. YAY !!

OH. Time to bath. hahahhahhaa.. mojrot gue kalo janjian jam 1 ketemuannya jam 3 lagi mah. hahahaha.

Story from my seat.

2010-08-22T15:08:00.001+08:00

Terlalu males buat ada di rumah. And here I am, nungguin Q di starbucks. Hehehe...

No, he's not arrive yet. So here I am sipping my caramel macchiato, enjoying the wind, and see people come and go. :)

Young family in front of me, I don't know what language they use. Maybe Spanish, or Portuguese.. :) I think they call their family overseas using skype.. Or maybe arrange some business ? :)

Another couple over there. My guessing they're brother and sister. Or maybe new couple ? Hehehe.. They just talk and take a pic of each other. Hihih. Tourist definitely. :) oops, the boy is starring at me. Hahahaha..

Another couple is just sit and enjoy the coffee and wifi here.. Having their me time together I think. Heheh..

2 uncles behind me is just enjoying their afternoon together. Maybe they're long lost friend ? Or too long not to see each other ? So many stories to tell, so little time... :)

brighten my day.

2010-08-14T08:09:00.005+08:00

sudah lama nampaknya gue nggak nulis di sini deeeehh.. :p

well, sampe gatau mo nulis apa. hihihi. :p

some highlight for this month

got a raise ! *again* thanks Boss !

bought a zara shoes ! for those who don't know, sepatu zara di gue mau yang teplek, yang heels, yang killer heels, size nya selalu ga matching ama kaki gue ! bete kan ? tapi pas kemaren iseng cobain, this shoes is the perfect one ! soft pink sih warnanya, but wth.. I don't care ! hahahaha.. :p

Bali is ON ! tiket pesawat confirm, but not the hotel. Am still contemplating between one hotel and the other. :p yay ! I'll have my first oh-so-me-only holiday. :p udah sejuta dua belas orang nanyain ke gue, "ke bali sendiri ? yakin lo?" udah mau muntab jawabnya. iye, sendiri, ngapa sih emang ? ngga akan ilang juga gue. tsk.

buat gue, mending gue pergi sendiri daripada gue gak jelas aiueo ngumpulin orang dan at the end gue nggak ke mana-mana. I learned that hard way you kno.. so, I'd rather plan my own holiday, and at the end if someone want to go with me, absolutely okay lowh. but just follow my plan. hahahahahahhahha..

got a MJ tote bag in coral. OMG, LOVEEEE !!

Meet Valerie, my alter ego.

2010-07-25T23:17:00.003+08:00

Catet, yang sekarang ngetik bukan gue.
ini hormon yang ngomong. Kenalin, Valerie.
I'll let her take over my finger for a while. She need to express their feeling.
:p

See you after this posting. hahah. :p

Yellowyellow.
This is Valerie talking.

Abis terlibat suatu percakapan pendek sama si seseorang. well, trus langsung mood turun drastis. kenapa ?

kalo yang kenal gue beneran pasti tau deh, kapan gue marah, kapan gue nahan marah, kapan gue bete ampe ga pengen ngomong, kapan gue benci ama orang ampe bawaannya liat nama aja kayaknya gue pengen meledak. hihi..
err, sounds scary. terserah deh, yang penting gue hepi dan ga susahin orang laen. :)

this guy, *oh, I hate english, mau nulis kata ganti kedua pasti ketauan kan cewekcowoknya, LOL!* well, dia ini, supposed to be orang yang tau gue banget deh. or can I say, menurut gue harusnya dia tau gue banget. Abis beberapa percakapan, gue kecewa.
Kenapa ?

Orang yang gue anggep tau gue banget, dari skala 1 - 10, dia gue prediksi bisa deh tau gue di dalam score 8. or 8.5. gue ini ekspresif lho. moody. jadi kalo temen-temen gue bilang, mood gue pink ato item ato kuning sih pasti ketauan. si orang ini... seems like not know me that well.

bikin gue sedih ! :(

sedih dan kecewa.

iya, awalnya gue marah karena dia uda janjiin gue, dan dia lupa. dan waktu gue marah, dia becandain gue.
nggak pada tempatnya deh, imo, dia becandain gue di saat gue marah yang mana itu salahnya dia.

cih.

hey Val, are you done ?
err, I think so. :) thanks!

You're welcome. :)

money can't buy time. ask again.

2010-07-25T23:14:00.002+08:00

Example :

I woke up late, artinya gue pasti telat ke kantor, gimana caranya biar gue bisa ontime ?
Call a cab.
There, I buy time so I can reach office on time.

Cocky, eh ?
Tapi bener ga ?

just a thought.

hehehe.
I miss blogging. :(

Sky Park.

2010-07-17T00:29:00.003+08:00

kebanyakan yang ke-skip saking jarangnya gue apdet blog loh !

anyway, last weekend momdadsist dateng loooooo.. for a WEEK ! *yay!*

then, maen ke skypark kiteee.. lantai berapa ya itu, 56 ?
sambil nungguin ada latihan National Day Parade.

dasar negeri kecil kelebihan duit, nih yeee.. August 9 kan itu NDP, trus itu dong latihan NDP dari Juni tiap weekend, ampe nanti, coba saya ulang, DARI JUNI LATIHAN doang. PAKE KEMBANG API.

ya menurut looooooo ??
latihan aja pake kembang api beneran.

ya gue sih demen-demen aje. lha wong sini bencong kembang api. kakakakakakaak...
makin gede, makin seru, makin lama, makin seneng. :p

mana pun pas nonton kembang apinya dari lante 56 gitu yey, trus itu kembang api segede-gede apa tau. makin lama makin deket makin pengen gue pegang. HUAHAUHA. *lu kata di tipi, neng?*

gue ga ada motret kembang apinya. gue pidio-in. kakaka.. :p
oiyak, dan ga ngerti juga gimana caranya postingin di sini. pwahahaha.. *gaptekparah* errrr.. apa lagi yaw. umm, OH ! gue yang imigran di sini selalu demen kan ye motret esplanade dan gedung-gedung berlampulampu itu. dari Sky Park... BAGUS BENJET.

busybee.

2010-07-01T00:49:00.002+08:00

oyeaaaayyy, I'm the busy bee.

try hard to balancing my social life and work. but well, it's HARD men. hahaha.. let it be lah. :)

suddenly I miss him badly. cih.
blame my hormones ?

we're in the same tiny island, but hardly see each other. I miss those time I feel like I have someone who have my back. I miss those comfortable feeling, somehow.
bukannya ga suka keadaan sekarang, tapi rasanya.. those time better. so manymany "what if.." in my head.

What if I'm not that selfish ?
Will he try to fight ?

Gawsh, it's killing me. tsk.

saving.

2010-06-19T15:21:00.003+08:00

siang siang gini napa gue mikirin invest coba ya ? hahahaha..

berat !

well, umm.. invest / saving ya, gue ni bukan orang yang bisa nabung lho. gue tipe orang yang nabung harus ada tujuannya. kalo tujuannya masih jauh ato ga ada, biasanya gue spend2 aja seenak-enak udel gue. at least ampe akhir bulan masih ada lah isi tabungan gue.

nah, kemaren tiba2 temen gue minjem duit gue. well, he said he lost his wallet and so on. yah terserah deh ya, gue uda anggep duit gue ilang aja tuh. since he said he'll return my money the day after, dan ternyata ampe 3 mingguan lebih ga ada kabarnya. so ? :) anggep ilang aja paaaannn ? hihihi.. I asked a week ago, he said, "gue lagi ngurus ktp dll dulu."

well, let's see next month, but lesson learned. :)

the amount yang dia pinjem, well.. ga seberapa sebenernya. tapi lumayan bikin keuangan saya moratmarit bulan ini. karena jadinya ga ada uang senang-senang tahap 2. hhahahaha..
mana akhir bulan gue mau ke KL pula kan. uang senang-senang tahap 1 kan jadi gue bakal pake semua ke KL. meanwhile di Sg jadi ga ada uang senang-senang deh. oh well, and I'm not asking for money from my parents anymore. ini lagi ngarep biar cepet2 akhir bulan. jadi gue seneng liat ada usual amount di tabungan. :p

ga enak lho bok liat tabungan yang biasanya amountnya masi sekian di tanggal segini, ternyata ga segitu lagi. haiyah.

sekarang gue kudu mulai saving buat nonton Super Show 3, yesss.. I'm an ELF ! hahahaha.. :D then nabungin dikit2 buat rencana pengen roadtrip ke Aussie. coba ya kalo gue bisa earn in dollars and spend in rupiah. oh, indahnya dunia. hahahahha...

trus tabungan hari tua gimana ceritanya ?

temen gue tadi cerita dia mau nyicil rumah. mmmmmmmm.....
kok masi belom ada di otak saya yah mau nyicil rumah ? kayanya harus mulai ada kesadaran untuk itu deh. hahahah..
harusnya gue buka satu account lagi deh buat nyisihin at least 10% dari gaji gue per mo buat dana pure tabungan gue.
bakal ribet gak ya ? hmmmm... bikin di satu bank aja kali ya jadi ga ribet ?

mari kita pikirkan. kudu nanya temen gue dulu ini. ga ngerti ah beginian. hahahahaha

My All is in You

2010-06-13T20:44:00.001+08:00

Even though i know that our parting is approaching

Because you’re leaving i hold my breath

When i smile without realizing it, am i passing us by

Even though pretenting to smile without knowing why…

Truthfully I want to cry

You look into my eyes

It seems our Love is ending like this

before i know it our parting is approaching

You say ”Goodbye”

Letting you go like this is still difficult to me,

please give me a little more time

I can’t live without you,

My all is in you

If i say goodbye first,

Then you will expect that i’m letting you go first

Even though in your stare, which has changed since before

there is no longer any love, i’m okay.

Time is slowly passing/ticking by and my mouth runs dry

I’m looking at you anxiously

I’m nervous and pacing

I’m afraid you’re going to say goodbye

It seems our love is endling like this (Even though you say it’s endling like this)

Before i know it our parting is approaching (It’s already unavoidable)

You say ”Goodbye” (You say Goodbye my girl)

Letting you go like this is difficult to me (To me it’s still)

Please give a little more time

Even without me you can smile

Our Love has already run out

Eventually you say your ”goodbye” give me some time

It seems our Love is ending like this (you say it’s ending like this)

Before i know it our parting is approaching (already unavoidable)

You say ”goodbye”

Letting go like this is still difficult to me

Please give me a little more time

Love like this

Before i know it our parting is approaching

You say ”goodbye”

I still can’t let go of the one person,

who means so much to me

I can’t live without you, my all is in you

theme : fairy tale

2010-06-13T13:46:00.003+08:00

Saturday.

I didn't go to office.

He work from home.

....

He bored. He said, "I want to go out but I still think about my work..."
I cheer him up, "Let's have dinner!"

...

We end up here.

Have a nice dinner. Nice chat.

and end the night by watch live music with the theme : fairy tale.

can I say my last Saturday night was nice ?

It will be perfect if I spend the night like that with a boyfie, right ?
but me and him is just friend.

theme : fairytale.

welcoming my orange !

2010-06-13T13:34:00.002+08:00

I finally bought the cam ! well, umm.. udah 3 mingguan lalu sih. udah gue ajak ke zoo dan teman-temannya.. :D

ixus 130, bought in Best Denki
Price $499
I got mini tripod, exclusive case, first kit

and this is my outfit for friday.

oversize tee : brandless, bugis / legging : brandless, mangdu / shoes : rubi /
vest : brandless, johor / belt : gaudi / bag : longchamp / watch : universal studio

back to basic.

2010-06-05T23:21:00.005+08:00

I love edgy !

black, grey, deep purple, you name it. I love it.
but, I am still me, who love colors.

tees : giordano | shawl : cottonink | jegging : uniqlo | rings : brandless, found it in anchorpoint |shoes : charles and keith

I like this rings. vintage yet lovely.

it's my accidental snap. hahahhaa.. forgot that I set the cam for 3 snap in a time. :p
I kind of like it.

stress.

2010-06-03T00:05:00.002+08:00

ada satu masa yak, buat gue sih sekarang, di saat kayanya semua orang itu stress dan cuma gue doang yang nggak. tapi lama-lama hawanya itu berasa, nular gitu lho !

NGGAK SUKA !

sekarang lagi rasanya gitu. mulai dari kerjaan ga kelar dan terus nambah, take over kerjaan dari temen gue, temen gue resign, temen gue yang mau resign, senior gue resign, temen gue ada yang mau for good, dijudge orang, blahblahblah.

kayanya semua numpuk jadi satu di satu masa yang sama aja gitu lho.

dari yang tadinya biasa aja jadi nggak bisa biasa aja ! omagosh. rasanya aku hampir gila.
kalo dah gini, sekarang nih, otak gue malah lagi hang. ga bisa dipake mikir. untung dapet ngaudit keluar, jadi gue bisa kabur bentar. aku pusyiang. huhuhuhu..

rasanya pengen tereak. dipause aja bentar. jadi gue bisa ngerestart otak gue lagi gitu.

hoek.
this job sometimes really frustrating.
for you all who want to be an auditor, the requirement : can work underpressure is not bullsyit lho. you really have to work underpressure.

hoek.

wedding.

2010-05-29T23:46:00.002+08:00

kemaren temen gue nanya, "njel, rencana merit kapan ?"

err....

err....

ERR !!!

gue diem.
bengong.
terus dia nanya lagi, "masa lo ampe umur 30 masi belom kepikiran mo merit ?"

errr....

iya.

honestly iya.
gue masi belom kepikiran tuh mo merit umur brapa. sampai detik ini sih belom kepikiran merit yak. lha wong cowo aja ngga punya, nanti aja kalo emang uda bener ketemu yang the one beneran, baru gue mikir mo merit. selama masi belom nemu dan belom pengen, yaudin. nikmati aja.

kalo roughly calculationnya, kan nanti mo skolah lagi, it will take around 3 years ? itu aja umur gue uda 27. trus kalo jadi kan mo pindah lagi ya, start over, tau2 pasti udah 30 aja. huahahaha.. oke deh. kayaknya gue memang planning smuanya tanpa mikirin gue mo merit kapan. is it a good sign ? no ? yes ?

yah terserah deh. hehehehehe..

untung makbapak gue ga bawel. :p

blogwalking !

2010-05-26T22:59:00.002+08:00

ya ampppooonn !!

uda lama gila gue ga blogwalking yahhhh ! didn't update the bloglist also. haish...

kemana aja sih lo neeeeekk ?

abis ke-hectic-an ini deh gue janjjjiiiii !! janji pramuka ! :)

why I love blogwalking ? I love to read their experience. We live different life, but this world is flat now. It's as easy as one-two-three to meet new friend from the other parts of the world. :)

dream.

2010-05-26T22:20:00.003+08:00

inspired by fashionesedaily and this afternoon convo with my colleagues.

There's one decision that I regret until now, well.. mmm, not regret ya.. maybe it's kind of stupid decision due to lack of experience. hahaha.. :D

It's decision that I made when I was in high school, my mom asked me to take my bachelor degree in Aussie, I object.

Then, 2nd chance come, they asked me to take my master degree in Aussie, I already choose UNSW for Master in E-Commerce with double major, which is marketing and international business. But as time goes by, I object also, since it's crises and I still have one younger sister. I don't think it's wise for me if I insist to go. What I want is financially independent as soon as possible.

Why Aussie ? I love this country since the very first visit. I don't know why. I love it. Do we need any reason to love ? :) Maybe it's the experience, maybe it's the food, maybe it's the people. I don't know. I just left my heart there. :)

I grew up with the mindset "Don't stay in Indonesia"
Even my momdad not let me go back to Indonesia. Even if they know I have short holiday, they not ask me to come back for holiday. If I want to come for holiday, they'll allow, but they never ask me to go back. hahahaha.. funny, isn't it ?

Maybe you can say I living my dream now, I live in Singapore now, I make a living in Singapore. but the dream to move and live in Aussie still stay in my heart. I won't forget.
If God allow me, I can move there. :)

It's a dream that I won't give up.

Night with bestie.

2010-05-23T00:57:00.003+08:00

So, Siska come over. Today we're wandering around Vivo for Max Brenner, Sentosa for Hershey's, and Dhoby Ghaut for dinner ! yay ! :D

Lovely if I may say. Having your besties here, chitchatting about anything. life is good ! too bad we can't end the day with Starbucks. :p

this is my outfit today !

tees : gaudi / tights : unbranded / shoes : keds /
bag : my weekend bag, bershka ! / bangles : bugis / rings : diva

lately, I just looovvveee to wear a lot, and I mean it, a LOT of bangles and rings. hahahaha.. :p today I wear 2 sets of bangles, and 3 rings. well, I love it. hehehe..

I posted in twitter, I want that ring with real diamonds. BIG diamonds. engagement ring ? *yeaaaaa, wish!*

then, she bought me Starbucks tumbler ! this one is limited edition Indonesian tumbler I think. I like the batik pattern. she told me this LE tumbler is sold out everywhere. crazy ! yay, support Indonesia, people ! :) I want this tumbler in brown, brown batik pattern. oh wait, that just give me an idea, what if I buy the usual tumbler, that one that I can change the skin, then I asked batik cloth from mommy, andddd.... well, I can have my own batik tumbler, right ? tee-hee...

Me wanna !

2010-05-20T21:06:00.002+08:00

lucu yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa !!! :D

me wanna me wanna ! :D
oh, you can find the shoes here ! yunique-paradise.com :)
it's online shop from malaysia, and now I'm officially droollliiinggg ! most of the collection is killer heels, if only I'm in Indonesia.. *wishful thinking*

I won't stop make my momdad proud.

2010-05-19T01:00:00.002+08:00

Daddy just called, he said he proud of me.
I won't stop make them proud, promise.

:)

I will always be my momdad's little girl.

Lucky !
Momdad always let me make my own decision, never blame me if I failed, always be a supportive parents. Whatever decision that I made, whatever path that I choose, they're always there. Thank God. :)

at the other side, sometimes this kind of decision-making-style makes me superdizzy. Seriously ! hahaha.. but they said, "It's your life, you're not little girl anymore, so you make your own decision, we don't want you to blame someone else for the decision that you make."

sometimes, after the decision made, some people will kepokepo and say this say that, you have to do this do that. sometimes my mood just drop, but most of time, they're only kepo and noisy. let's put them aside, shall we ? hahahaha.. :P

Life is about choices and decisions. My decisions makes me who I am now.
and also, I'm a proud daughter have parents like em! :)

see you soon.

2010-05-15T01:25:00.002+08:00

I miss you.
You said, "See you soon"

because
You'll be here tomorrow.

because
I'll see you on Sunday.

but
you're not my boyfie anymore.

...... if only I can erase the last sentence.

____

ticktock. in 14 hours you'll be here.
in less than 48 hours I'll see you.

heart, please be okay.

Holiday destination.

2010-05-14T23:08:00.002+08:00

MAJOR dilemma !

Almost 7 years ago, I left my heart in Sydney. Yes, I love Aussie. No matter what. hahah.. since that day, I always want to go back to Syd. Always. Never delete Sydney from my holiday destination list. hihihi...

Tekad saya udah buleeeettt awal taon ini mo ke Aussie yah boookkk buat liburan. uda liat tiket, uda mikir mo apply visa, uda mo ngajuin cuti...
waktunya pas, si ndut masi di sono, temen2 gue juga masi banyak yang di sono...

then I bump into my blogwalking list, read Sasti's blog, omg... she's looking for a companion to go to Cambodia and Vietnam. omomomomooooo..... semi-semi backpacking gitu ya. :)
Me and my traveling friend, Judith, udah ngomongin ini booowwwww ! mau, tapi belom nemu waktunya. rencana awal sih tadinya taon depan tengah2 gitu, tapi entah deh... hihihi.

AKU BINGUNG !!

ke Aussie waktunya uda pas banget !
tapi ke Kamboja Vietnam ini lho jarang ada yang mau... jadi gimanaaaaaaa dwong ? :( aku bingung. bingung. bingung.

Lately am so not into liburan-wisata-belanja. Pengennya liat-liat, jalan-jalan, poto2, nambah pengalaman lah. Efek gue di sini dan efek gampangnya shipping ke Spore kali ya, jadi blanja pun gak ampe yang bangetbanget. *blagu*

on second thought, my wishlist before 30 !
Have to visit at least 10 countries before 30. If I go to Cambodia-Vietnamm...... then +2 ! 5 countries left. ahahahaha....

gimana ya.
gimana ya.
gimana ya.

love at the first sight.

2010-05-14T01:01:00.003+08:00

First time I saw you is on Sunday.

Just finished watching Iron Man 2 with my housemate, then a little walk, then my eye 'catch' you. You smile at me. I smiled back, and left.

At night I can't forget you at all. All my friend said, "Go for it!"
Gosh. Maybe this is it. Eventho my mind said, "DON'T! enough!"
but my heart said, "Go for it..."

I really don't want to live with regrets.

Then, yesterday one of my besties want to meet up with me, and guess whaaaat ?! I saw you again ! You smiled back to me. My heart melts. You know what happened next....

I asked for my size, and VOILA ! I bring her home ! :P
Lovely ! Isn't she ?!

The Digicam.

2010-05-09T01:25:00.002+08:00

I finally decided to buy this cam. :D

After wandering around and contemplating between the 'usual' digicam or the 'high-end' one, I chose Canon Ixus 130. :P

I love S90, surely do. but well, I think I won't use all the high-end features since I like the simple one. As I said, I'm not a photographer, just love to taking pics wherever whenever. Capturing moments of my life. :)

and I think Ixus 130 is enough. hee-hee.

I haven't bought it, since it's a present from momdad, and they let me use my cc here, but too baddddd my cc is expired this month. :( so I have to wait until next weekend to buy this cam. hee-hee...

Now I confuse which color to choooosseeeeeeeeee !!

pink ? or black ? or orange ? def no silver. my previous cam is silver.. :)

mau gilaaaa !

2010-05-06T00:54:00.002+08:00

kerjaan segabruk-gabruk
mood naik turun parah
tapi otak kerja full !

kebayang ?

gue sih pusing lho. hahhahaha...

I live my life in fast line.
kadang gue maunya jalan kaki bentar, nikmatin angin, dan nyari timing yang tepat buat pindah ke jalur cepat lagi. tapi tapi tapi....
gak mungkin kayanya.

Kayanya baru taon kemaren kok pusing antara mau kerja di Jakarta ato Spore. mikirnya berat. berat bener.
Saat sekarang settling down bentar, udah harus memilih lagi dan deadlinenya akhir taon ! OMG.

Saya lagi capek berpikir.

Kadang kalo lagi superdown, kepikirannya gini..
"merit enak yah ? uda ga usa cape2 mikir lagi"

hehehehehehehhehehehehee...

am not that though.

2010-05-02T23:31:00.002+08:00

everytime I see your name popped in my messenger list, my heart still jump.

I know everything won't be the same anymore even we said we'll be fine.

Deep down here still missing you.
Wishing that everything will back to how it used to be.

Sebatu-batunya saya, sekeras-kerasnya saya.
Saya kangen sama kamu.

Tears dry on their own

2010-04-24T02:00:00.002+08:00

He walks away,
The sun goes down,
He takes the day but I'm grown,
And in your grey, in this blue shade
My tears dry on their own,

I don't understand,
Why do I stress the man,
When there's so many bigger things at hand,
We could a never had it all,
We had to hit a wall,
So this is inevitable withdrawal,
Even if I stop wanting you,
A Perspective pushes true,
I'll be some next man's other woman soon,

How can I play myself again,
I should just be my own best friend,

I wish I could say no regrets,
And no emotional debts,
Cause as we kiss goodbye the sun sets,
So we are history,
Your shadow covers me,
The sky above a blaze that only lovers see

Tears Dry on Their Own - Amy Winehouse

apart.

2010-04-21T23:09:00.002+08:00

Beberapa orang nanya alesannya kenapa gue putus sama si pacar yang ini.

I just simply said, "Sometimes something is not work out the way I want" or "Well, maybe we're really not meant to be"

Because it is really the answer.

Ga ada yang salah. itu yang lebih bikin sakit hati. It will be easier kalo ada yang disalahin.
Tapi emang ga ada yang salah antara aku, dia, jarak, atau waktu.

Mungkin nanti. Mungkin 3 tahun lagi.
Mungkin kita bisa bareng lagi nanti
atau mungkin nggak sama sekali.

One of the bestie nanya, "lo ga perjuangin?"
apa lagi yang harus diperjuangin sih.
buat saya, relationship itu dua orang. kalo salah satunya udah punya mind set sendiri dan nggak sejalan sama saya, buat apa saya paksa ?
buat apa dijalani lagi dengan fondasi, "tapi aku masih sayang sama kamu" ? nggak cukup. suatu saat nanti toh akan bubar juga kalo gitu.

I know he's hurt as bad as I am now.
but I know we'll be fine. as I said before, it takes time.

Skip work

2010-04-20T20:16:00.002+08:00

*srooottt !*

huw. asli ya, sakit itu nggak enak sama sekali lho. batuk pilek apalagi. :(
mata beraer, kepala berat. rasanya cuma pengen mlungker di kasur aja...

makan ga enak. nelen ga enak.
ergh !

anyway. Just wondering whether he's okay or not.
I want him to be okay. Because I'm sure I'll be okay.

Still, it takes time.
This is not too hard because he's not around. But next week. I think it will be hard. he's around. and he's not my boyfie.
The mood that I've bulit for next week is hello-yello-boyfie not well-hai, friend..
argh !

killing me. How can I face him and tell him that everything is okay ?

I'm not okay.

2010-04-18T22:13:00.004+08:00

...

I thought we're okay.
Because I'm okay.
and I thought you too.

I thought I can spell f-o-r-e-v-e-r with you.
Truth is we can't.

I'll be okay. but it takes time.

weekend @ Orchard.

2010-04-17T21:24:00.003+08:00

I bought thisssssssssss !! finally. finally. finally.

I want this watch since more than a year ago. *gila yah !* dan selalu out of stock aja gitu di toko *gila!*

me loveee it !!

this is my today's outfit. hmmmppph, better wear sheer tights, isn't it ? this one not too sheer dan membuat kaki saya nampak pendek sekali. huh.

I just cannnn't wait till next month and I'll buy my new cams. still confuse between Canon S90, Lumix LX3, or Lumix TZ7.
Both Canon and Lumix LX3 based on some website, have exact same price ! 699. darn. If only one of their price is lower I'll definitely won't too confuse. hahaha. money matters lhoo ! hahaha...

dang ! which one should I choose.
or should I go buy my very first choice ? the canon ixus ? which only cost me 350. hahaha.. :P I'm not photographer. I just love to take a pic of everything. heheh...

and this some my snaps when I enjoying Orchard. :) both using slow shutter apps from iPhone.

Happy Birthday, Me !!

2010-04-07T00:32:00.002+08:00

I'm 20 now !

HA !
*you wish* :P

I'm 23.

Time flies ya after 20th birthday.. tsktsk. ga berasa aja tau-tau uda 23. kemana aja gue ?! hahaha.. :)

Di umur sekarang, bersyukur aja bawaannya. I have all the best thing I can get in this world, so far. :)) namapun manusia ya, ga pernah puas kan ? :)
tapi saya bersyukur Tuhan masih sayang sama saya, dikasi kerjaan yang oke, boss yang baek *walopun kadang2* :P , rumah ama housemates yang pewe abis. :)

I don't know what my life would be next year, next month, or even tomorrow. But I feel blessed because I surrounded by all the people that I love and love me dearly...

Love you ! :)

miss him too much!

2010-04-04T02:28:00.002+08:00

oh dear readers,
please forgive all the cheesiness lately. It's just because my boyfie will be here in the next 2 weeks, and now I'm super excited.

I miss him too much lately.
and lately he's very busy when I'm not so busy. so the only time we chat is after 9, and that's not enough ! huuuuu...

haish.
I need to wake up at 8 tomorrow. and now I'm still wide awake. duh!

5 months and still counting.

2010-04-04T01:42:00.002+08:00

I've been with him since Halloween, so that means I've been in a relationship for 5 months !

whooaaa, for me, that's a record. haha! *dijitak*

secara gue bosenan gitu ya anaknya. dan sangatsangat mudah sekali ilfil dan sangatsangat tidak mudah untuk nggak ilfil lagi. hehehe.. so 5 months is a record. Hope it will be last for... mm, if I say forever, is it too cheesy ? well, then let me say, I hope I will be still with him for our first year anniversary. :) and after that, another year, another year, and another yearssss ahead. :)

dear bestfriend said, reading this blog lately makes her feels like she's reading my love story, but this one is really from the heart. haha! thank you. I just want to keep this feeling, so one day, if I want to look back, I still can feel what I felt before.

Happy 5 months, dear you and me. hehe.. :)

supershortrip

2010-04-04T00:19:00.005+08:00

today, me and my friend off to Johor. loveeeeyy !
and I spent all my MYR there. go back to Spore with no MYR anymore. crazzzzyyshopping. haha.. :D and we definitely eat a lotssss of food. haha!

yes, we had a good time ! can't wait till next long weekend, and we'll off to Kuala Lumpuuuurr !

here's my today outfit. :)

tees : coconut island // short : kamiseta // tights : brandless
// shoes : keds // bag : longchamp

oh, here's my latest purchase. champion red canvas by keds. cost me all the shoes shopping budget for a month, but me love it !

I don't know when this is all started, but I think I have new addiction to sneakers. they're just lovely with all the cute color and nice patterns. duh, yesterday I found one sneakers with mozaic patterns in black n white. they're sooo beautiful... *sigh*
and these days the sneakers are not so boy-ish anymore ya ? just like the one that I bought, for me it's girly enough. hehhee...

I used to hate this kind of shoes. because it's too boyish. love and hate have a very thin line, huh ? :P

why Auditor ?

2010-03-30T22:24:00.002+08:00

kalo kata gue dan temen-temen gue, Auditor itu

cerewet
complainer
sok tau
sok perfectionist
makan minta dibayarin
judes
kepo
rese
curigaan
etc etc

gak ada yang bagus ye ? uahahahahaha...

mana kerjaannya mikir mulu. periksa sana sini. lembur mulu. dikejar deadline mulu.

tapi kok ya jadi auditor toh ?

gue juga gatau deh ah. :D

one thing I know, I learn A LOT. and I mean it. It REALLY A LOT.
sometimes it feels like my brain is as small as a bowl, but what I have to learn is as wide as an ocean. *lebay*

and, I met a lot of people. not only my colleague. but also my clients.
berrrbagai macam suku bangsa dan bahasa. dari India, Sporean, Jerman, Indo juga ada. bahasa beda, attitude beda, ngadepinnya juga beda2. omaigat deh...
senengnya di sini *gue gatau di Indo gimana ya, secara gue ga pernah jadi auditor di Indo* mereka appreciate our work. even cuma simple aja, thank you doang lho padahal. tapi saya berasa dihargain.
terakhir ama klien yang ini, after we finished our work, the director himself said, "Thank you, sorry for rushing you this week, thank you very much for your hard working"
gue dalem ati seneng aja gitu... hehehehe.. :)

what else ya...
oh, berhubung pegang beberapa klien. jadi kerjaannya ga monoton. karena beda perusahaan, beda casenya. seru aja gitu. berasa jadi detektif aja.. hihih...

tapi ya tetep aja ye bok yaaaaaaaaaaaa... jadi auditor itu capeknya sejutaaaaaaaaaaa !! :D

birthday wishlist

2010-03-29T02:02:00.002+08:00

tadi boyfie nanya, mau apa buat birthday.

well well.
honestly,
nggak pengen apa-apa.

cuma pengen cepetan dia ke sini !

dear April, please please please come sooner !!

I can't wait to meet my boyfieeee...
It's been more than 4 months since last time I met him.
It's been 2 hours since my last chat with him.
hee-hee...

thankful.

2010-03-26T01:10:00.002+08:00

for you,
for being you

for your understanding,
I know maybe I'm the most selfish girlfriend in the world.

for being my bestfriend,
for listening to my blabbing, jokes, matters, unimportant thing, mood swing, everything !

for being my boyfie,
kamu sabarnya sejuta ! :))

thank you, you.

I want this cam !

2010-03-21T23:12:00.003+08:00

the red one !

huhuuuuuuuuu... too bad the IXUS 200 and 120 ga ada yang merah. cuma mau yang iniii ! di Indo gue liat di webnya JPC Kemang cuma 1.9..

boyfie nyaranin sony. uh-oh.
mahal tauuuuuuuuuuuuu !!

katanya gue milih kamera kaya milih baju. cuma mau yang merah. lols !
mana ada milih kamera gini caranyaaaaa.. hahahaha.. :D

conv.

2010-03-20T13:28:00.002+08:00

ngomongin gaji...

me : yaaaa cukuplaaaaahh... mepet tapi cukuplaaaahhh....
him : iya deh, cukup. buat 2 sepatu sebulan skali juga cukup kan ya ?
me : ...... *shoot, ketaoan*

ngomongin sepatu...

me : mau sepatuuuuuuu ituu !!
him : kayaknya sepatu lo uda banyak deh...
me : ngg.. *mikir sambil ngitung*

ngomongin kado...

me : ada wishlist nggak ?
him : lensa baru ato tambahan hardisk buat mac.
me : ..... *mending gue ga nanya*

he's full of surprise ! hahah.
I miss youu.. :(

first roller coaster ride.

2010-03-15T00:39:00.002+08:00

IN MY LIFE !

no puke.
no dizziness.
no crazy-weird-feeling in my stomach.

yep.
I just fine.
and
still alive.

congratulations,
me.

:D

the mummy whatever rollercoaster adalah saksi bisunya.
itu batas maksimum rollercoaster yang gue bisa tahan.
and absolutely NO MORE.

:p

living in a movie!

2010-03-15T00:13:00.005+08:00

gak berasa kaya lagi di supertinyisland kalo lagi di Universal Studio. :)

gatau yah kenapa. hahahaha.. :D beneran kaya living in a movie. ya iya sih namapun Universal Studio yeh. At first, gue pikir si Universal Studio itu yang ada tweetynya. hahahah.. :p tapi mah sayah ternyata salah. that one is Movie World.

sukasukasuka !

kalo di dufan gue sih ga berasa di dunia fantasi. masih berasa Jakartanya. wekekekek.. *minta kena tabok* :P

me wanna go agaaaaiin !

I love the NY street. hehehe... dipake potopoto asik gitu kayaknya. jadi paling banyak yang ada di foto ya si NY ini... here's some my fave caps.. :)

ini kalo ada yang inget videoklipnya Westlife yang Uptown girl, dine in nya MIRIP ! hahaha. dengan semua kursi merahputih. bentuknya. hiasannya. hihihi..

New York, New York
dua yang atas itu pas gue lewat langsung keinget CSI:NY

yang suka ke theme park,
MUST VISIT
:)

oh btw, I heard the ticket is sold out already for the 18 and 19. and the ticket for the first week is selling fast. So, I think I've to wait a while until my next visit. will be supercrowded I think..

2010-03-12T01:11:00.002+08:00

woah. so many things to do this weekend !

My cousin come for short holiday so I have to be at home at 5 on Sunday.

Preview Universal Studio Singapore. well. for the 3rd times ? hahahahha. Saya benar-benar dimanjakan di sini. preview ajaaa teruuusss ! :P pertama gue preview hotel, kedua gue preview donkey show, besok minggu preview whole attractions I think. :) thanks to housemate ! :)

Colleague wedding.

Charles and Keith Warehouse Sale. tadinya udah nggak mau dateng. tapi kok kayak nggak rela gitu kalo ga ikut rame-ramean. *kebaca banget deh gue lagi butuh belanja, ya ? :P* dan lagi saya butuh sepatuuu ! kayaknya sih bakal nyempetin ke sana Sabtu siang. *crossfinger* semoga sempet. :)

Window shopping di Ann Siang road. abis baca artikel di Fashionesedaily, wuah.. baru tau ada tempat kaya gini di sini. hehehehhe.. jadi ke sanalah aku menuju. :) pas banget masih nyari 2nd present for boyfie. perasaan saya mengatakan bakal nemu sesuatu yang lucu di sini. heheheh..

Me time. definitely 100% need it. gue mencari waktu di hari Minggu kayanya buat ngebucks di one fullerton. semoga sempet. :) gue + novel + grande caramel macchiato = perfect me time moment.

gimana caranya ya biar semua bisa fit di sabtu minggu ? hahahahh.. :P

boom!

2010-03-11T01:14:00.002+08:00

rasanya pengen teriak, "bisa diem ga sih bentar ?!"

badmood. badmood.
and this pms period is not helping either.
and become very very bad mood. supersensitive.

biasanya saya bakal jadi antisosial.
sadar diri bok, mulut jadi kaya silet kalo ngomong soalnya. kenapa ? ya karena sebenernya yang gak napa-napa jadi kedenger di kuping gue jadi nyolot. even yang maksudnya care, jadi di kuping gue kedengernya "gue ini yang jalanin, ngapain lo yang repot sih?"
*sigh*

what to do ? :(

random thoughts.

2010-03-07T19:00:00.004+08:00

time forrr rrrrandom thoughts !!

no, I'm not abandoning this blog. hahaha. this is my 24 hours sanctuary, cing! :P

I passed my probation period ! yaaaayy to me ! :P and got a raise ! yaaayyy to me again ! ahaha.. that means I have to celebrate it, yes ? at first I want to buy something for myself, buuutt I don't know what to buy. *sigh* frustrating me tho, since my shopping mood is hiiiiiiggghhh ! but I don't know what to buy. :(( Couple times enter Charles and Keith, Rubi, Zara, Mango, window shopping to Bugis, and still don't know what to buy ! OMG.

Urmm, actually I bought something for me, that garance cabas. :P well, my mom bought it for me as a present. hee-hee. Actually I want to pay by myself, but momdad not allowed me to do so. thanks momdad !!

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This is the most expensive doll I've ever buy. Recognize the piggywabbit ? :P yep. she appear in You're Beautiful Kdrama. That's why I bought it. haha! It cost me S$ 45 I think. Not regret it, yet. hahaha.. since she's so huggable !

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I used to wonder how could almost auditor that I know 'love' to work until after midnight. Last week, I experienced it. dang! hahahah.
2 days in a row go back home on 3 in the morning baybeeeeeeeeeeeeeehh ! after that, I always feel sleepy for a week after.

as quoted from my friend, " Deadline is everything ".
Now, I agree. Didn't feel hungry or sleepy back then.
*sigh*

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Hem...
what else. AH ! My favorite person will be here next month ! *lovelovelove*

At first he said he'll be here next week. Too bad he can't make it. :( My mood is upside down yesterday since I already superexcited for next weekend.. hiks. now I have to adjust the date again. He still don't have fixed date yet, so I have to wait. I'm dying heeeerrrreeee !!

see the pic above ? he's so selfish that he draw himself in cute way and me like that ! hahahaha.. always smile whenever I saw this pic.

whatever. at least he'll be here and I can see him whenever I want. Hear his voice whenever I want. :P

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Currently fall in love with this group. Thanks to Ajeng and Putri who poisoned me. Now I'm a die hard fans.

at first I can't even remember their name. It's 13 member in one group for God sake. hahaha.. then I start watching Exploration Human Body, their variety show. And at the end, they're so damn gooodddd at making me laugh hard !

I like Kyuhyun the most. He's so cuteee in Seoul Song mv. :)
then I start fall for Yesung too. Since he's super funny in EHB.
then I realize Leeteuk also has leader charisma, and he's funny too !
then I found that Kangin is cute in his own way.
then I saw Heechul's cuteness and fall for him too !
then I spotted Eunhyuk's angle sometimes same with boyfie's expression, for sure I fall for him too.

my fave song now is Angela. :P
tee-hee.

red garrance

2010-02-28T16:52:00.002+08:00

this bag is so adorable !

*ngekepin dompet*

Don't know how much it will cost me in SGD. but in IDR it's around 900.000 only.

omagosh.

thoughts. thoughts

I think this garance is seasonal colour also ?
darn. plus one more reason to buy this as soon as possible !

From China with Love.

2010-02-18T00:55:00.002+08:00

dress : Bugis || blazer : Gaudi || Shoes : Rubi

bengong

2010-02-17T23:50:00.002+08:00

..........

nggak tau mau nulis apa. :(

lagi sedih ah ceritanya.

one of my besties mau back for good ke Indonesia tercinta.
well, umm.. he's not in Spore sih. but still, Sad sad sad !

Kenapa ? Toh bukan urusan gue ini kan ? Toh bukan di Sg juga jadi nggak ngefek sama gue kan ?
hehehe.. ga sih, tapi gue sedih aja denger alesannya balik Indo. He said, "I can't do anything about it, so I guess I have to go home. "

*ih, tuh kan mewek gue*

Dia yang paling jarang balik Indo,
Dia yang kalo ditanya paling nggak mau pulang Indo,
Dia yang paling betah di sana,
kok akhirnya pulang ?

Keadaan yah bok..
Blame the crises maybe ? I don't know how bad the crises di Aussie sana. PR definitely supersusah dapetnya katanya, meanwhile kalo mau dapet kerjaan kudu pake PR. well. that means, 'terpaksa' balik Indo. :(

Gue ga rela emang kalo dia balik Indo. bukan kenapa2, bukan di Indo nggak bagus sama sekali, tapi it's so not him. When he told me earlier this month there's a probability he'll back for good to Indonesia, setengah hati gue ga rela !!

But as he said, cannot do anything about it.. :(

sad.
sad.
sad.

smoga ga jadi balik Indonya. and he can still continue fulfil his dream there. :)

time.

2010-02-12T01:23:00.002+08:00

it's just me or time flies really fast here ?

Here's the thing,

gue SERING ngomel dulu waktu gue long distance dan posisi si dearly love nggak di Indonesia raya. gue berasa kecewa bok, dicuekin abis pula, masa kaya ga ada waktu buat kirim sms ? bales imel ? reply wall ? or even manggil haaaaiii di msn ?

sekarang, dengan posisi saya nggak di Indonesia raya dan dear boyfriend ada di Indonesia. kok berasanya gue berada di posisi si dearly love ya ? hahah..
gue terlalu sibuk buat kirim sms, terlalu sibuk buat bales e-mail, terlalu sibuk buat just a single hi di msn. OMG.

beneran lho, seeeesibuksibuknya gue di Indo, nggak pernah kayanya ampe rumah cuma jadi kaya hotel doang gini. well, gue ga pernah kerja yang bener2 kerja di Indo sih.. tapi kayanya sesibuksibuknya di Indo, masih ada waktu lah buat sekedar reply sms or whatever..

then, smalem gue bilang ke temen gue kalo sekarang gue ada di posisi si sibuk itu. nggak ada waktu.
trus dia bilang, "waktu mah pasti ada, di sini kalo mau sibuk juga bisa... niatnya aja"
Shoot !
haha. boomerang buat gue banget ! dulu di saat gue bukan di posisi si sibuk, gue selalu bilang, "itu sih gimana niat !"

dan sekarang saya ada di posisi si sibuk...
niat banyak, tapi waktu yang beneran ga ada loh.. :(

gue pengennya hidup gue seimbang, kerjaan yang segudang itu kelar dan hubungan sosial alias pergaulan lancar jaya. tapi, harus ada yang dikorbankan bok ternyata.
bisa sih jalan dua2nya, tapi badan remukredam cuuyy !!

so how ?

my photoblog!

2010-02-06T03:23:00.002+08:00

hakh ! setelah lama ubekubek wordpress, akhirnya jadi juga side site gue. *ciye!*

www.metimemoment.wordpress.com

here !

pusing pake wordpress, sungguh!
:P

anyway, masi iseng sanasini.
cuma buat simpen fotofoto ga jelas sih sebenernya,
mungkin suara hati juga.
mungkin hasil udatedit pake gretongan *I'm not a photoshop user* :P
mungkin wishlist.
mungkin fotd.
anything !

A photo can say a thousand things, yes ? :)

he's not that far.

2010-02-01T00:58:00.002+08:00

hari ini, setaon lalu, gue marah-marah nggak jelas.

hari ini, 3 hours ago, finally hear his happy voice again.
see, many things changed in a year. ehheeh..

little chat here and there. damn, miss him so much ! he's been my besties since junior high, and I almost ruined our friendship last year just because my stupid mistake. hehehee.. :)

I thought I lost my besties when our relationship ended. but when I talked to him just now, I know he's still my besties. :)

Happy Birthday, dut.

hope all your wishes come true. be the happiest birthday boy ever ! :)
and please, don't go back to Indonesia ! I'll kick your big butt if you back for good to our lovely country. okay ? ahaha. I need my besties in Aussie if one day I move to Aussie. :P

you will and always be my ndut.
heheheh.. :)

you're beautiful.

2010-01-20T23:30:00.003+08:00

I'm in LOVE with this series ! hueaheuhaue..

ada yang suka juga ? hehehe. gue demen looooh ! jarang2 nonton series yang bisa bikin kaki merinding, berdebar-debar, kaya lagi jatuh cinta ! hahaha.. :P

ceritanya bagus, lagunya enak-enak. :) masi perlu alasaaaaaannn untuk nggak nontonn ? hauehauew. oh, dan yang maen kan si Geun Suk boooookk ! berondong ganteng itu. kekekeke. :P eh, tp seumur gue ding, jadi mah kaga brondooongg.. hihihi.. :P

ada satu lagu yang enakkk banget kata gue. :)

Without Words by Go Mi Nam

I shouldnt have done that,
I should have pretended not to know
like I didnt see it, like I couldnt see it
I shouldnt have looked at you in the first place

I should have run away,
I should have pretended I wasnt listening
like I didnt hear it, like I couldnt hear it
I shouldnt have heard your love in the first place

Without a word you made me know love
Without a word you gave me love
Because you took just a breath and ran away like this
Without a word love leaves me
Without a word love abandons me
Wondering what to say next, my lips were surprised
Because it came without a word.

Why does it hurt so much?
Why does it hurt continuously?
Except for the fact that I can’t see you anymore
And that you’re not here anymore
Otherwise it’s the same as before

you know I can't resist.

2010-01-18T23:53:00.002+08:00

sneak peek !

2010-01-18T23:02:00.003+08:00

weekend kemaren dapet preview-an nginep di Resort World ! tadaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa !! :D

had a good time even kaki rasanya mau patah karena keliling 3 hotel yang superbesar *lebay* dan jalan ngintip ke Universal Studioooooo ! :P

psst, sempet diusir karena ga punya pass buat masuk ke dalem tapi dasar cuek bebek masuk aja. hahahaha.. :P

shoe wheel

2010-01-10T03:08:00.004+08:00

uhuhuhuuuuuuu.. !!
I found this shoe wheel tadi di cathay yang di dhoby ! huuhuhu...

keren yaaaaaaaaaaaaa !!! ga makan banyak tempat dan kayanya cukup oke buat shoe rack..
yang di cathay tadi gue liat 116 SGD sih, thinking about to buy it. daripada gue beli kotak2 di ikea.. ato malah lebih mending beli kotak di ikea aja ?

kasian sama sepatu-sepatuku itu, dusnya semua ditinggal di indo, sekarang mereka smua homeless... :(

pic from bedzine.com

one fullerton

2010-01-10T02:43:00.005+08:00

One fullerton|Iphone cams|Edited with PS mobile.

this is for sure my favorite place to have a sip of starbucks ! :)
nice view. nice music. and not too crowded !

tops : brandless-bugis | jeans : brandless-FO | shoes : cnk | bangles : brandless-bugis

gue nggak pernah ngerasa 'bener' kalo lagi pake tops dengan girlie things di sana sini. hahaha. entah kenapaaa.. saya selalu merasa anehhh ! berasa kaya cowo dipaksa pake rok! :P

tadinya gue mo pake ini sama legging, tapi kok ya kurang panjang atasannya.
trus pilihan kedua ke blue jeans gitu, tapi kok ya ga masuk warnanya.
akhirnya narik jeans item. oke deh, jadi ga terlalu cewek banget. hehehe..
trus pake bangles yang banyakan dikit.
pilih sepatu yang ga terlalu cewe banget juga.

and voila !
better lah ya. hehehehehe...
good or not ?

apa emang beginian bukan gue banget ya, makanya jadi rasanya anehhh !! hahaha. namanya juga usahaaaaa.. :P

practical.

2010-01-09T03:06:00.004+08:00

tadi pas jam makan siang topiknya nyungsep ke masalah perkado-kadoan akibat dari ngomongin si nyonya baru satu itu yang masih honeymoon nggak balikbalik ke kantor. mwahahaha... :P

jadi, gue ama temen gue satu ekor sempet ngerenyit waktu kolekan yang dikumpulin di kantor jadi barang. kirain mah bakal jadi amplop merah ye bok.. hihihi.
barangnya pun yang ga bisa dimakan gitu lho *makannnnnnnn mulu! :p* dan menurut gue jadi istilahnya, 'buat apa?' gitu..
tapi ada kutub berlawanan, she said, "no, it's okay kok" dan gue yang sempet ngerenyit. hahaha...

tiap orang kan emang pendapatnya beda-beda ya, tapi diantara gue dan temen-temen gue kalo mo ngado paling gampang itu pilihannya : tembak langsung maunya apa atau suruh bikin wishlist ! hahaha.. lebih gampang, lebih nggak ribet buat kita juga, dan yang pasti kepake kan ama orangnya ? hehehe.. praktis. :)

makanya tadi waktu temen gue bilang nggakpapa kok gitu juga, gue sempet ngerenyit. huehehehe.. :P
dia bilang, yang penting memorinya, bisa jadi kenang-kenangan juga kan ? :)

....

memories ? kenang-kenangan ?
hehe.. :) nampaknya mungkin gue uda lupa esensi itu dalam mengado-ngado barang ya.. hehehe.. semua pengennya serba praktis. set ! set ! set ! voila ! jadi. masalah memori dan kenang2an kayanya uda lupa ya ? hehehe..

untungnya, gue ama temen-temen gue even ngadonya wishlist ato tembak langsung, masih pake personal touch buat kartunya. hahaha. kadang banyak ceritanya kenapa milih kartu itu...
ultah 21 gue kemaren gue dapet kartu ini

alesannya ? itu koala mirip gue dan waktu itu ada story-story deh dengan yang nun jauh di sono. yes ? hueheheuehuheu.. *pyak!*
isinya ? dari ucapan biar gue cepet dapet pacar, merit, dan punya anak.
aminn... :)

trus terakhir ngasih kartu buat wenny juga gue nggak sengaja nemu kartu yang tulisannya pas dengan occasionnya, dengan friendship memory kita juga. omg. love that card so much ! hihih.. :)

oh well, now I suddenly miss them !

2010 Resolution

2010-01-08T01:07:00.002+08:00

woopsie, uda tanggal 8 baru bikin resolusi. hahaha.. itu aja dadakaaann ! plissss deh ah. haha... :D

here's mine. :)

Nggak mengumpat -- cannot, gagal di tanggal 4 kemaren. :P
Hemat. Nabung at least bisa buat liburannn ! or at leassstttt ada saving tiap bulannya.
Maintain relationship sama Tuhan dan keluarga. :)
Minum aer putih dan makan buah dan minum vitamin serajinrajinnya
Nggak males nyuci dan nyetrika ! :P
Menentukan pilihan buat urusan yang tertunda. hehehe.. :) *psst. it's a secret* haha!

what's yours ?

it's here !

2010-01-08T00:23:00.002+08:00

Uda lama yak nggak ngapdet di sini pake niat. Cuma selewat doang, 'lapor', trus logout lagi.. hahaha. again ! I blame twitter ! hahaha.. :D

baydeweeeyy,
got iphone for my christmas and new year present from momdad. :) *kissous!* yepyep, now I'm no longer berry-user. :)

so far pake si iphone ini lebih fun daripada pake berry. kenapa ya ? hehehe. lebih ga ribet sih kata gue.. tinggal di sync ke itunes jadi deh. mo apdet juga tar dia keluar sendiri notif kalo ada apps yang perlu diapdet. hehehe.. dan smua appsnya bikin idup gue lebih mudaaahh !

yang kepake banget ama gue sih expense tracker ! gue ini anaknya paling males ye namanya ngitung pengeluaran, tapi namapun di sini idup pake duit ndiri, ya kudu dihematsehemathematnya *baca : pelit dikit* LOL !
selaen itu apps buat foto-fotonya juga seruuu ! gue buat foto aja uda punya photoshop mobile, splash color, more lomo, flash for free, fisheye, vint green, ama squeeze it ! huehuehu..
games jangan nanyaaa ! mulai dari yang penting ampe ga penting uda gue cobain kayanya. hahaha.. sekarang lagi maen tap farm, terus keranjingan maen tap tap revenge ! ada lagunya si firefly pula.. makin cinta !

nggak terlalu kehilangan si berry deh jadinya. hehehe... abis gue mulai rada2 annoyed gara2 bbmnya itu. hehehehe.. :)
temen gue bilang, maybe that means gue bukan orang yang suka bersosialisasi. okedeehh, iyain aja. hahaha.. :)
emang sih pake bbm lebih enak, ketauan kan uda dibaca ato nggak, nyampe ato nggak mesejnya. tapi kadang gitu juga mengganggu sih.. hehee.. *pyak!* :P

apa lagi ya, kamera ? berhubung di sini gue bisa langsung udatedit foto gue, i like my iphone better than my berry. :) trus barusan gue gedein di laptop pun hasilnya nggak sepecah si berry tuh. hehehe.. :P

love my iphone !!

Last entry before 2010 !

2009-12-31T23:08:00.002+08:00

In the New Year,
we wish you the best year you’ve ever had,
and that each New Year
will be better than the last.
May you realize your fondest dreams
and take time to recognize and enjoy
each and every blessing.

Happy New Year,
And many more!

By Joanna Fuchs

I LOVE my 2009even sometime it's sucks, sometime it's funbut it's life right ? haha.just enjoy the ride.

addicted.

2009-12-29T01:01:00.005+08:00

please. stay away from me,

because now I'm addicted.

Jacob Black or Edward Cullen ?

2009-12-27T02:10:00.002+08:00

I think everyone have their own Jacob Black and Edward Cullen ! haha. :P

Gatau ya, kalo emang nemu bestfriend dan boyfriend dalam satu paket, that's perfect. Kalo enggak ? hehehe.. :)

buat gue, si Jacob selalu ada buat Bella, Edward juga sih, tapi Edward pernah 'nyerah' even dimaapkan lah berhubung he's a vampire and he's so damn perfect. hahahhaha.. :P

Bella love them equally, tapiii... she made her choice, and it's Edward, and always been Edward.

kasian lhooo si Jacob waktu Bella bilang, " Please don't make me choose, cause it's always been him.. " *peluk-peluk Jacob*

lho, kok malah jadi NewMoon? hahaha.. :P

jadi giniii, menurut gue ya emang tiap orang punya Jacob dan Edwardnya masing-masing. ada beberapa waktu emang butuhnya cuma Jacob, ato cuma Edward. Jacob lebih tau dalemnya Bella, well.. he's there when Edward not around.. :)

ada juga lah saat-saat di mana cuma pengen si temen yang tau, hal konyol, geje, nggak penting, smua dikasih tau ke si temen. :P

Jacob rasanya lebih nyata daripada Edward yang entah waktu itu ada di mana.. hehehe.. :)

reminiscing the old days.

2009-12-23T23:44:00.002+08:00

tomorrow is Christmas eve, and this is the first time I'm not in my hometown !

21 taon idup gue ya, tiap christmas eve pasti selalu pulang, natalannya di gereja misa pertama. janjiannya ama Lina, dkk. :) udah jadi habits. balik gereja dinner sama momdadsist. yeap, I'm daddy's little girl. hahaha.. :P

then, sekarang, natalnya ama si icoy, ke gereja ma icoy, si mamah baru dateng tar tanggal 30. still okelah. daripada beneran sebatang kara di sini. huahahahaa.. *dramaaaa!*

now, it's time to reminiscing the old days ~ udah ngapain aja sih gue setaon ini ?

Januari, BEGIN with TEARS ! hahahahahah...
mewek2 ga jelas di bandara nganterin si nus balik ke oz. yes, I cried. as far as I remember, I cried after I can't see his back. I cried along the way from airport to my room. spend the whole day crying ! hahah.. *ngaku dosa*

Februari, Stress berat.
Mulai kebatkebit mencakmencak ga jelas gara2 si nus. hahahaha.. stress meningkat, rambut rontok, berat badan turun berat. gabungan antara masalah hati dan masa depan. sidang kan boookkk bulan itu. hahahaha.. :D
lulus sidang dengan sukses, mewek di ruang sidang ! hahaha.. :) mulai menapak di dunia nyata, mulai pilih-pilih rencana mana yang mau dijalanin. memandang ke depannya gelap. :P

Maret, seems like nothing special. *berpikir keras*
oh, ganti Blekberi ! hahaha..

April, 22 y.o !
mulai pusing berat nyari kerjaan, berasa ngeblank karena rencana dari jaman bayi mendadak batal, mulai jadi arca di kos, bosen ! sok-sok ngambek sama si ndut yang mana ga mungkin, tapi mulai menerima kenyataan that we're heading nowhere.

Mei, Baby steps.
Graduation day, got the first job, move out to new neighborhood. bulan yang penuh sama semua yang baru. hehehhe..

June, Working means WORK !
super excited in the first week, mulai hilang asa di minggu ketiga. hahaha. ketemu ama temen2 yang seruseru tapinya. :)

July, broken wings.
Realize that the relationship won't work, tapi still enjoying life. Looking for a new path of life, kind of boring with the current one. hahaha!

August, flying away.
Resign from current job. Mulai menimbang-nimbang ninggalin indo. hahaha.. LPR approved by Spore govt.

September, uncertainty.
Pulang ke Bandung, nothing to do. nganggur, nunggu tanggal berangkat ke negeri tetangga. hahahaha.. Ampir ga jadi ke negeri tetangga, gara2 moodswing pms. hahah.. :D
Dateng ke welparnya anak akun, seru sendiri ama si gepenk, mike, hanny, siska. hahaha.. sungguh geje. :D

Oktober, Farewell.
hahahha.. ! bulan ini beneran bulan senang-senang dan hambur-hambur. tanggal berangkat ke Spore uda ditetapkan. jadi bulan ini nganggur-nganggur beberes dan farewells ! hehehe.. :)
Dapet panggilan kerja pertama di Spore, tapi nggak bisa dateng interview. oh, too bad ! haha. :)
oh, and I'm in a relationship ! hahahha

November, heeyyylowww Spore !
menapakkan kaki di Spore, nganggurnganggur buang duit, apply kerja ampe eneg ngeliat jobstreet dan kawan2nya. sempet nggak mau jalan kaki lagi, dan that day kemana-mana pake taksi. LOLs ! this month I also got my first job in Spore ! Audit firm. :)

December, enjoying life.. :)
Mulai terbiasa ama speed idup di sini. hahaha.. dan nggak pengen pulang ! :P

here I am, reminiscing the old days. many things can happen in a year. from a broken heart, to falling in love again. From Indonesia to Singapore. From Rupiah to Dollar. HAUHAUHUAH.

Overall, gue bilang 2009 gue ini banyak naek turunnya. banyak ketawa tapi banyak sedihnya juga. banyak kejadian yang gue ga pernah expect sebelomnya, dan nggak masuk ke daftar rencana. hihihi.. :) tapi itu lho yang bikin idup lebih idup !! hihii.. :)

sekarang, nyusun resolusi 2010 ah. :D

Beginner.

2009-12-20T01:22:00.002+08:00

apa sih rasanya jadi pendatang ting-ting di sini ?

apa ya. hahaha.. :D
harap-harap cemas gitu deh. I wish that Spore will be nice to me. :P abis dengerdenger yang pada ke sini itu ga kuat dan pengen pulang mulu. hahah..

so far, nggak segitunya sih. Lucky me kali ya, dapet kantor yang anak-anaknya enak, bos yang even banyak nuntut tapi baek kok. Lucky me juga ada segelintir temen-temen gue juga di sini. Jadi nggak yang culture shock gimana banget.

Tapi pernah lho, ada satu waktu gue beneran nggak pengen JALAN KAKI !!
kaki gue uda ga sanggup lagi jalan waktu itu. saking enegnya jalan kaki dan berdiri di mrt, sumpah seharian itu gue pegi pake taksi kemana2. hahahah.. :D
untung mood langsung membaik, besoknya si kaki uda pasrah mo diajak jalan kemana juga. hahaha. :P

Bahasa Singlish juga ngerusak inggris gue ! hahahaha..
tadinya kekeuh sumekeuh ga akan rusak inggris gue di sini, tapi 'terpaksa' rusak juga, abis kalo gue ngomong yang gramatically correct gimana gitu malah pibalieut orang sininya ga ngerti dan gue kudu ulang lagi ngomong apaan. *sigh*
Inggris gue juga ga bagus-bagus amat sih, tapi di sini lebih parah lah. no worries, meh.. still can live here with minimum English skill. hahaha.. :P

apalagi ya...

oh, gue baru tau kemaren kalo orang sini bilang Xerox itu maksudnya potokopi. hahaha.. :D

hal-hal printilan kaya gini lho yang kadang bikin lost. hahaha.. :D

update on : things to do before 30 !

2009-12-19T12:45:00.003+08:00

beberapa taon lalu gue pernah bikin list what to do before 30, masih nambah seiring berjalannya waktu, tapi ini nih 11 pertama... belom ada list buat yang selanjutnya, tapi kayanya sih bakal nambah ! hahaha

1. Have my master degree, probably on Commerce or Professional Accounting. ataauu CPA. :)

2. An LV bag. I love Speedy Damier Azur / Monogram.

3. Visit each continent. Asia ( done, since I live here. haha! ), Australia ( done, on 2004 ), Europe, Africa, America

4. Visit 10 countries. ( Aussie, Singapore, Malaysia, 7 more! )

5. Bungee Jumping ! Terjun Payung ! ngumpulin niat ama nyali dulu deh. hahaha..

6. Mobil sendiri

7. One pair or more of Manolo Blahnik / Jimmy Choo

8. Watch F1 LIVE ! Probablyyyy di Spore or Melb. :) I prefer Melb. me no likey with Spore night race. heheh...

9. Pindah dari Indonesia. ( done, on 3 November 2009 ) Now I make a living in Singapore. :)

10. Nonton konser !

11. Plat mobil A 1763 L or A 17g EL

(continued)

now, I'm 22 going on 23. dari 15 itu gue udah menuhin satu. hahaha... lumayannnnnnnnnnnnnn!!

the speedy, manolo / jimmy choo, and another visit to new country hope will be done next year ! amennnnn ! :)

gue pernah ditanya, kenapa 30 sih ? kenapa nggak 25 ?
nggak tau ya, kayanya 25 itu bentar lagi. dan kayanya gue bikin list ini dari gue umur 20 deh. so, 25 itu kayanya dekeeeeeeeeettt banget !
ahahhha.

dan 30 itu kebayang gue uda ga bole egois sama diri sendiri. uda settled dimana gitu. gitu aja sih. hhahaha

read. listen.

2009-12-17T23:51:00.003+08:00

lagi baca buku ini lhooooooo sekarangg.. hehehehe.. :)

ringan. pendek-pendek per babnya. jadi gue ga penasaran-penasaran banget sih. hahaha.. bacaan ringan buat setengah jam di mrt. :) kalo bikin penasaran kan ntar malah ga jadi pengen turun mrt. :D

ceritanya ya gitu deh. sex. big city girl. love.

hmm, apa ya.. gue belom baca ampe kelar sih. tapi ya isinya tentang tipikal big city girl. independent. very independent malah. satu sisi ga butuh cowok. othe side, they miss them. :) nggak percaya tuh yang namanya cinta, tapi ya deep inside masih kok ngarep fairy tale love story. :)

bagus kok. gue sih suka yaaaa.. :D

kemaren beli cuma 15 dollar pas di bookfest. haha. niat gue padahal nyari twenties girlnya Sophie Kinsella, ato Little Prince, tapi kok ya ga ada gitu. males ngobok2nya lagi. :P adanya cuma ini, yaudahlah. tadinya mo beli Gossip Girl. tapi banyak. males. hahahahahaha.. :D

lagi seneng denger lagu ini juga. :)

dikasi temen gue awalnya. bukan versi si Ronin ini sih. gue dapet yang versi Sun Ho, orang sini. enakkkkkkkkkkkkkkk !!!

Sometimes time will treat you bad
Before you even know what's wrong
And in the end it hits you hard
Please tell me you'll be strong